i'm barely making it out alive..

yesterday was thee most terrible of the school year. mrs foo was totally bitching and i thought she was nice. guess she proved me wrong. mrs foo actually went to tell elaine, who was crying, not to cry in HER chemistry class.. she went, " Can you not cry in my chemistry lesson? cry after school." that was damn insensitive if you ask me.. during that lesson, she confiscated a music theory workbook [which i happened to be the one doing it], an ipod and a cellphone. fortunately, all was returned.
but the point of me writing this today is to show how insensitive teachers are.

ironically, i have to do this teachers' day performance. i'm really exhausted from it. but i've got to carry on, doing the best

i've kinda reached all limits.

oh look! my blog has been saved..i think my friend helped me..

anyway, i think i've kinda reached all my limits.. my patience is running dry and my emergy is also running low.. btw, i'm a really patient person. i can take all sorts of crap you push to my face.

Jerry's friends have been dimwitted boneheads these past few days. wait. correction. weeks.. and well, there's no doubt, i find it irritating but what the heck.. my parents brought me up well. so i didnt let them bother me.. let them be. they wanna be morons, that's their problem.
However, today.. i think they kinda crossed the line.

i was walking down the stairs and i saw mr yeo.. then cheng wei.. i continue walking because i know i'll just get the same crap that i always get anyway.. and i was right.. i heard lil' teases or something. Walked a couple more steps and then someone, who i think was cheng wei, shouted, "Jerry's Stead".. unless i heard wrongly or something. that was what it was..

what is your problem? you know at that very instant, i felt like dropping/throwing my bag onto the ground, walk up to cheng wei, hold him by the collar or something and yell in his damned face, "BEAT IT, DOOFUS!"
if only i were not so composed..

Weiyi was with me then, so i got her to turn around to see if Jerry was there.. Duhh. he was.. aint it obvious?

i feel it's so friggin' unfair because i cant talk to him and that's like probably the end of our friendship or something. unless one day, his friends decide to humble up or something. the only time i can say hi without having to affect him is when he's alone or with yew hung.. even so, after all that has happened, who knows what he could be thinking.. i'm not psychic.

is it me?

just because their own lives are bullcrap, it doesnt mean they gotta mess up mine and jerry's life, with such juvenile behaviour.

i had enough of pretty much everything.. friends, trouble amongst close friends and the common test is adding pressure.

I gotta learn how to deal...

yupp! i definitely love bball.

i went to the philips open today. it's a basketball match, in case you dont know. the pictures arent up yet. i have to find the time to post them. it's now the common test period but i took the time off to go watch the game with my sister and bro.. ^^.. it was fun. my cousin went too.. but i didnt know he went there until he text messaged me and asked me what i was doing there.. -_-"
well, the games were great. but i gotta say, in the beginning, when it was Singapore against Melbourne, the dumbass commentator was damn biased.. i wanted to punch him in the face or something. like wth was he trying to do? bias ass..
well, i'll talk more about it another time. but for now, i gotta go.. because it's getting late and i still need to do my homework. xD
well, see ya'll round.

what a day!

i was the MC for the national day ceremony in the morning and now, i have officially become a school MC. not sure if that's an honourable thing to become..

so i have a concern.. i signed myself up for an australia trip and i got selected without much consideration. that's what the teacher who put my name in said.. BUT! i'm helping my class with the teacher's day performance.. and we might be leaving on wednesday night. and teachers' day performance is on thursday! what am i gonna do?

anyway, told was pretty fun once school was over.. we went to beauty world to play lan.. haha.. man. that place is damn nice.. then after, i went to meet yao zhong take a bus to PS to hang out with JJ, ming and their friends.. anyway i wont go into detail.. too tired.. x]

have a nice day..

it was fun.

okay. so today went pretty well.. i'm quite glad that it was.
Elaine, Charr, Renu, I and some others went on to discuss our teachers' day thing. we are so totally gonna kick ass! haha.. well, basically because we're gonna be doing a musical..
and it's gonna be so great because we're gonna have live music and singing. well, duh.. originality.
so after CCA, cheryl and i went to watch the soccer match. i think it was 307 against 310.. the score? 6-1.. 310 won.. 307's defence was low, could be because jing xing wasnt the GK.. anyway, during the game, marcus asked me if i wanted to play soccer.. haha.
Marcus has been great. he actually encourages me to set up a co-ed soccer team. that means both boys and girls would play as one team. if nan hua were to have that, i'd be overjoyed. quit my current cca and join that, hoping to still keep my cca points. x] haha..
anyway, so Cheryl and i went to play soccer! why wouldnt we? SOCCER IS FUN!
and while playing, i realised that it's really tough to play with a skirt on. it gets in your way. seriously.. right then, i wanted to take my skirt off and just play in shorts. but it'll be unethical for a female of such to do something of that sort. the guys will gasps.. wouldnt you?
so me being the trippy sort, fell. xD the picture of my bruise is on my picture blog.. as usual..
haha.. oh well... btw, it was yao hui who made me fall. cheryl wanted to go trip him. haha! but since he apologised so many times, i thought i'd let it go.
it's my 1st time playing soccer with school people. it's not too bad. but i still would rather play with JJ and 'gang'.. because when i play with them, i dont feel like i'm out of place. than i'm of a weaker species because i'm a female. i just feel like one of them. which is great! it truly is..
and today i also found out yao zhong's brother's name once again. it's yu jian.. haha. and immature people always give me that crap. well, dont wanna get into that now.. it'll be really long and really painful.. just a lil.
so off i go.. it's dinner time and i gotta see who gets voted off singapore idol. i hope it's jonathan, though i dont think it will be. i find him gay.. like the hair and the eyes and his face.. haha..
right then.

Have a nice day ahead of you!