NAT GEO.

aww. today was awesome. i really needed it.

had dinner with JJ. and in case y'all dont know who he is, he's my best friend. we've been friends for 10 years now. good times.. good times.

the coolest thing i thought was that even tho we havent seen each other for pretty long, we still have things to talk about.

he's great.

so after dinner, we went bar hopping. which was really fun. no heavy drinking cause we both got school the following day. hangovers not allowed.

credits go to JANE. thanks for lending me your camera while mine's in surgery :) lave you x

so after church i went over to janey's place to chill cause i had buckets of time to kill.

beary :D jane thinks i'm nuts. ask her why.

the first bar of the night.

totally meant to be besties dont you think?

next stop: harry's

well, thats all the pictures for the night :)

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here's a lil something special for y'all to see

ME, 4 years ago.

bet you aint seen nothing like this!

sar-zilla! watch out bitches.

xoxo

cant wait till next weekend.

Free.

insecurity is a painful thing.

in my opinion, worse than anger; worse than sadness.

just sitting down worrying if he'll ever leave your side.

whether you can get over worrying tonight

about the undetermined future.

"what if-s" forever filling your head.

there's just no end to it.

no doubt he reassures you of his love

but there's no stopping insecurity from overwhelming you.

you just cant help but worry.

being assured that he loves you dearly

so why do you fear that he might leave.

terrified, you fail to breathe.

trust that everything you've done to this point is more than sufficient.

everything that you've given up,

everything that you've become,

and everything that you're going to be

is good enough for him.

it wont get easier

just remember why you loved him in the first place.

come what may,

you still love Trae.

xoxo

i've got pretty nails.. do you?

Comatose.

sometimes when one thing goes wrong, everything else seems to go down with it.

right now, i just feel done for. like whatever that i have done has just gone down the drain.

YES I AM JEALOUS.

lol. i'm just a girl.

she is soo pretty. and i am sooo dead.

i think you can click to enlarge.

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COMPARE! sweet nibblets. i'm far off.

shiiiiit. what am i suppose to do!

xoxo

help me.

the man.

Lesson #101:

Give up, just quit, because in this life, you can't win.

Yeah, you can try, but in the end you're just gonna lose, big time!

because the world is run by the Man.

The Man, oh, you don't know the Man? He's everywhere.

In the White House... down the hall... your MOM?

She's the Man.

And the Man ruined the ozone, he's burning down the Amazon, and he kidnapped Shamu and put her in a chlorine tank!

And there used to be a way to stick it to the Man.

It was called rock 'n roll, but guess what, oh no, the Man ruined that, too, with a little thing called MTV!

So don't waste your time trying to make anything cool or pure or awesome 'cause the Man is just gonna call you a fat washed up loser and crush your soul.

So do yourselves a favor and just GIVE UP!

Jai Ho!

when you are late, you waste other people's time.

news! news!

i am engaged :) well, informally. but still i'm still rather happy.

lol get real sarah. 

still tho, think about it. i'm 18 and 'engaged'. kinda cool yeh?

i think so too.

ahaha naa. its not true. just for fun. FOR NOW! xP

*sarah: :

10:42:07

i'm engaged. are you?

*sarah: :

10:42:12

hehe

Trae Hartman:

10:44:09

not yet

Trae Hartman:

10:44:17

(gets on one knee)

Trae Hartman:

10:44:31

will you (gets pecked by a seagull in the eye)

Trae Hartman:

10:44:43

marry (mom walks by)

Trae Hartman:

10:44:45

MOM

*sarah: :

10:45:19

poor thing.

moving on!

chronophillia; necrophillia

nicky admitted to re-bonding his hair. i forgive you liar :)

chron, you embarrass me.

germanboy. cute. isnt that right jane? lool

xoxo

setting my life straight again.

Hallelujah.

hi shir. its for you :) hope you like it!

xoxo

4-4.

okay. so i went to get my camera repaired. and repairs will cost me $375.

a new camera cost $499

somehow i know it makes more sense to get a brand new one. but i dont need a new one. i just need to get mine repaired. what to do what to do what to do.

anyhoo. on to other things.

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i love my job. conrad hotel in case you want to look for me :) 

went to malaysia for a couple of days. 

the picture before the camera suffered its downfall. lol

had a video call with traey today. i would post a snippet video but i'm too lazy to edit. 

and traey's mommy saw me and was like "aww. she's cute!"

i dont want cute - ugly but adorable, no?

question - do i look pritty with him?? :P

its just some random screen shot i could find.

dont ask me what he's doing. i'm lost as well.

and i still love him :)

to end the short updates,

heh. what? its my blog. i can post my c.hoe shots :)

¡Hola!

xoxo

still loving you. i wonder why

Waiting.

oh my lord. i dropped my camera and so noo more pictures. at least for the time being.
its getting repaired.
what if it was karma.
anyhoo, just a quick up date i guess.
i'm spending a couple of days with my sister. so i'm not in town :)
met her friends. pretty chill humans.

xoxo
wish me luck for tomorrow!

Just Give It Time

yesterday was awesomee.

a girls' day out, chillin at far east. and i bought some stuff for work.

and the rest of the night can be said in one word.

Cuscaden :)

a jug for 10 bucks; massive sale

thats Ben.

charlie smiling :)

...Farhan. i think he's cute :D no?

Ben and Nicky.

CLASSIC.

utt was totally wasted. altho he begs to differ at some point.

this is what wasted looks like. lool

xoxo

how long can i keep this up?

The Climb.

happy birthday to ME :D

last night was the sex! 

had dinner with keX and ryry at uncle Max's restaurant.

they use this thing to cock the wine bottles. lol. french people mean it literally. 

kinda cute tho.

headed to backstage after which was really cool. they were playing show-tunes and stuff like that.

awesomeeeee~

joe met us there. love you joe 

my friend KeX the lawyer :) lool

after backstage became boring, we scooted over to tantric.

LOVE JOE ♥

i kept stealing Craig's beers. he would be holding the glass in his hand and i would just be like thank you! and take it away.

 my buddy for the night - Craig.

i actually forgot his name but KeX told me it's David. so hookay. david :)

introducing hotty hawt hottie of the night : Raffel from Poland :) 

he's flying back today sooo :( oh well.

so well, KeX dragged my wasted ass out of the bar. he's so sweet.

and he drove us to East Coast Park. and bought me milo from macdonalds :) 

then we just sat and talked....... and.

i threw up.

pooor sand.

those are actually lights of the ships. but you cant really see it obviously. 

greatest birthday ever. 

21 is going to be AHAHAHAHAHA!

xoxo

eat this!

Video Killed The Radio Star.

okay so here's a secret: my birthday is this saturday. 

finally 18 byaatch :D sooooo awesomeeeeee. almost legal in every way. gotta say i'm quite excited. for one, i can finally take drivers ed and start driving here. gooooodnesssss. the long-awaited day......... only 2 days away. 2!! 

yay me. get lost losers.

so i've planned to spend friday chilling out until the 4th of April comes. the sunrise is what i had in mind with my weird but totally cool friend, Ke Siew. 

sarah* : *pokepoke* what are you going to get me?

You : _________________________________ [fill in the blank]

sarah* : AWWWW. how sweet of you! thank you :)

ohmylord! dont go around publishing what you're going to get me. tell me secretly :P heh. in fact, dont tell me at all. 

ryry wasnt feeling too good :( 

xoxo

Believe.