Halo

i've never cried so much.

the thing is, i chose law because my mom always wanted to be a lawyer. she got accepted into law school [she's really smart] but she didnt take it because she could pay for it and so i wanted to fulfill the dream for my mom so that she could be truly happy. just think - if i do law, it's like SHE'S doing law cause i'm part of who she is.

but after this semester's exams, i realized that law and i dont click. so i told my parents and it was really hard for me. 

why is it that when i do economics, i enjoy it and even tho i skipped more lectures than anyone else, i still think that i faired quite well. and like i can relate to economics. its like, i just glide thru the studying and i understand. 

just like that.

Law, however.. completely different story. i GRIND thru my exams. and its really obvious, i feel, when you are cut out to do something and when you're not.

People who are cut out for law will just walk out of the exam saying that it was good. and when they tell you how they answered their essay questions, you just know that they were meant for it.

i, on the other hand, had a really hard time relating to the subjects. after a year of studying it, i realize that law and i dont go.

so after this morning's ordeal, my parents supported me looking for other school options and i  did. mother said that i could take the SAT test and apply for an american school.

back to where i started.

so here are my choices:

- Colorado State University

- Georgia State University

or...

i'll just go to community college.

i personally love the idea of CSU. for obvious reason that my boyfriend is there. 

but thats beside the point. its one of the better universities in america and its just a 9 hour drive away from my grandmom ♥ love her. 

anyway, all that aside. my plan is this.

that i wait for my results to come out. and if i'm right about economics [because i might just be delusioned that i'm good at it] then i might just change school.

however, i hurt about the fact that my friends would change. and i love my friends [jane, shir, vii + zai] buckets and buckets. i swear if you think your friends are good, mine are AWESOME! 

shit. i just realized we dont have a group picture. you guys~

*moments later..

yay! found some :]

yeh. so i'm really just weighing my options now.  oh well.

xoxo

Just for Jane. For Now.

Taken Up

okay so i have a criminal law paper tomorrow. its the last one thank God! but after reading so many murder/homicide cases, studying them, i came up with a theory.

just follow me thru this...

imagine - what if you were poor. and not just poor but DIRT, BEYOND ANY HELP, LIKE FREGGIN' PSYCHO INSANELY poor? 

do you see a little bit of yourself in him, the london bum?

nowhere to sleep? always worried in the night about your next meal?

well, goood news for you. i've derived a super cool, solid, bloody awesome plan to make your life totally better.

READY?

go to prision.

its as simple as that.

i'm serious. 

why arent you listening to me?

look.

you're given food - you dont have to hunt no more.

you're given "bath time" - you dont have to stink any longer.

seriously.

you make new criminal friends that could teach you tactics on how to steal, after all people learn from their mistakes. you cant ask for better friends... come on.

the prison will assign you a job to do. now you can lift up your head with dignity and say "hey. i've got a job :) ", "me, a beggar? noooo. i have a pretty comfortable life."

here's the best part, with the advancement of technology, you're giving a whole array of prisons to choose from.

economy class for you perhaps?

or maybe a first class cell?

there's even budget cells. AMAZING!

so what are you waiting for? time to put crime to action! and get your butt in one of these absolutely free hotels that gives you a better lifestyle than just begging all the time.

do you know that begging is illegal in singapore?

yeh. you can get fined for begging.

so go to prision. stop wasting time. your life has only just begun.

crimes you can commit that will give you a life time prison-ship:

#1- culpable homicide not amounting to murder

#2- robbery + assualt

why not you go figure out. and if you manage to end up with the death sentence, guess what!

all your problems are solved then. 

good luck poor people

red bull gives you wings..

xoxo

Shine On

i'm supposed to be sleeeping 'cause i'm waking up at 4 to continue.. well, start.. studying for my paper which is at 1430 - thank the good Lord.

so here are the pictures :]

this is the wonderful lobby of Sunway Lagoon

where the sweet life begins.
...the lounge. [its not too bad]
oh look! snowflakes :Dthey have flat screen teles.. how pretty.
buttons in the lift :)

which brings us down to...

smoked salmon for breakfast?

Pastries :] its pretty obvious which is my favorite

nice array of greeeeeeeens... NOT.

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moving onto the looo. you only know how truly great the place is by the quality of.. heh. yeh.

more buttons but from a different side of the hotel

going down to the carpark :)
paintings that are displayed on the way to the carpark______________________________________________________

and what is the journey without our trusty steed. obviously its photoshopped to look pretty. pops wouldnt ever drive a car that hot. LOL
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Visit Sunway Lagoon today! truly the holiday experience [even tho i didnt experience it...much.]

good things dont come cheap

xoxo

A Little Piece of Heaven

#1: look at the date of my last entry. nothing more needs to be said.

i'm not going to bore you with why i decided to blog again. it's clearly obvious that i found nothing better to do with my time. and the thing is, its exam week for me and i'm NOT STUDYING.

its not that i dont want to but i dont know. nothing wants to get in and i'm just not in the mood.

so anyway, i just got back from malaysia. my sister, Hannah, went there to study at International Medical University or also known as IMU. she'll be there for 2 years. and no, i didnt cry.. yet.

Malaysia was pretty cool but the traveling was horrendous. like the roads are soo utterly confusing. if you're going to build roads, its to make going about more efficient and convenient. i'm not criticizing the country but i havent gotten the slightest clue how Hannah's going to travel around. GOOD LUCK POKEY.

however, the hotel that i stayed at was amazing. tho i've been there before, i dont remember it being as nice as it is now. its Sunway Lagoon in case you were wondering. i will post up pictures soon.

Another thing, i need a new camera. Hannah took the one we shared but who cares?! i always wanted my own. so now i'll get it. :] yay me!

i wished people used more than 3% of their brains. i could use the extra capacity.

xoxo