yupp..

Last week has been so pumped up with all sorts of emotions. Good and bad. Like i told you, KOH picks on my hair. Right.. and i totally caught her in the act. I followed Sheena to go look for her one day and the first thing that she said to me was, "Sarah~! Your hair ah.." and like there was nothing wrong with it. So i was like, "What? It's all pinned back." and she kinda stuttered after.. haha!! Mom has finally let me back on the ice.. but i have to start my whole skating course again. This time i have two friends that are joining me. So the price is cheaper. That's why she allows. But i feel it's pretty wasteful but well, i rather be on the ice than not at all. It's my life to skate.. well, kinda.

Know what it feels like being rejected? This is the bad thing that happened to me this week. And i'm still a grouch over it. So i was being lame and asked this guy, Matt*, a random question in a very sarcastic manner. And it was sent through a short message (SMS). So you know, you can figure what my tone would be like. We were kinda talking about this girl called Amelia. That she has grown to be really pretty. And well, i ask him, "Do you find me pretty~?" like i was being sarcastic!! dumbfuck. And well, the answer was no. i could feel like my heart slowing down and shattering into many screwed up pieces. The rejection that i felt was something that was hard to overcome. It's like my world was torn apart.. and when we carried on with this topic, i suddenly realise something which was really true.
If it doesn't work out between us, all the 6 years of great friendship will go to waste. 6 GREAT YEARS! Yupp.. a sure waste, it will be.. so i think i'm better off being his good friend than just a memory of a past.

I need a new pair of figure skates. Gonna start classes in march!! can't wait... the inter-school competition will not be long after and hopefully, Vivian and Jess would be skilled up by then. Then we shall join the competition together as a group. I really hope that they'll be friends instead of competition. I'm so sick of having to prove myself to competitors. Showing them that I AM better than them. You see it in the scores.. what else is there i need to prove? HAHAHA!! =P

Wonder how Barak's doing. He's out of the country and it has never been so long since i last chatted with him. I miss the corny jokes and funny stuff. I hope he's alright.. God's with him. Yeah. He should be..

Anyway, i wish ya'll a blessed week ahead.

* His name isnt Matt. duh.

I WILL SHAVE YOUR HEAD BALD!!!

[ please mind the language, understand that i'm pissed!! ]

I HATE KOH! she's my teacher but i dont feel that she deserves the respect that i once used to give her but calling her "Miss Koh." now, it's KOH!!! like she picks on me. if it aint my socks, it's my hair. if it's not my hair, it may be my attire. what's wrong with my hair?? ALL my fringe is at the back!! cant you understand that i hate using fucking pins? that's so girly! but yeah.. i'm a girl.. one that doesnt use pins!!! what? are you like jealous of our hairstyles? that we can pull it off and you cant? BITCH!!

i've got this friend, right? and KOH goes up to her and asks her why is her fringe, some long and some short.. have you heard of layering?? dumbass.. bitch in front of me once more and i will SHAVE YOU BALD!! not that i could but you'll be on my list of totally-screwed-by-me teachers. and action will be taken on my last day of school.. hahaha!!

i cant believe i actually respected you once.. and now, you're acting like i owe you something.. well, i dont.. check again..

I HATE KOH!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! i'm so evil... >=]

school..

school has started... and well, my class is wayy quiet.. although i think everyone's great, it still needs more action.

JJ's really exhausted from 2 days of school.. he need rest.. well, i wish him God's blessings!!

Wen told me that he's 172cm.. like i believe that? or prpobably he changed.. i hope.

bible study's now on saturday...but i got to go to school for like the whole day!! NOO.. that's sad.

anyway, i wanna watch my show.. see ya.