Of All The Gin Joints In All The World.

i know i know. i'm s'posed to be studying. shut up already. i'm working on it eh.

anyhoo. i spent the evening with JJ today :D

we chilled at holland v and i saw NOORA! gotta catch up with her soooooonn

this time we only stuck to one bar. didnt have much for the fact that i cant be having a hangover while i do my paper tomorrow.

i decided to try using Photobooth to take pictures.

... yeh. it didnt work out.

so bobbi, my camera, went to work :)

mi mejor amigo

we counted. friends for 10 years now :)

lights of the night.

just ONE more thing...

ONE.

BLACKMAIL :D

naa i'm kidding. how cute.

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talking to jonny today was kinda funny cause my pops was sleeping on my bed. and so i didnt dare to talk to loud lest i woke him up and he realizes that i'm not studying. heh.

one more week sarah one more week. just do what you gotta do.

When breathing just passes the time

Until we all just get old and die

Now talking's just a waste of breath

And living's just a waste of death

And why put a new address on the same old loneliness

And this is you and me and me and you until we've got nothing left

xoxo

clinging on to forever.

this was intentionally left blank.

bad news bad news.

my account crashed on me. and my study notes are in there! now how the hell am i going to study for my test tomorroww! HOW?!

sweet nibblets.

xoxo

i hate pigeons

Skyway Avenue.

there are a lot of things that happen in the world.

and i just found out that my friend, Chelsea, who went back to UK last year

... got preggy.

pritty cool eh?

and now she's a momma! and what am i? looool.

she's only 17 y'kno. pregnancy puts on the years oh boyy..

i want my own family too :(

sometimes some things that happen just make you think about what you really want in life and certain things that dont seem fairly possible at this moment in time.

i am sooo happy for you Chels. i know you'll pull thru and make a fantastic momma :) x

xoxo

i want my baby.. lol

[photos courtesy of Chelsea*]

Voice of Truth.

i sit and wait everyday

hoping to catch a glimpse of you

i see the time passing slowly

thinking if my wish would come true

there isnt a day that goes by

without you in my mind

clinging on to my desire

i think of you and i am inspired

when i don't speak to you

it feels like forever

no doubt i miss you

but my love for you starts growing bigger

never thought i'd reach this road

when i first met you

you seemed strangely odd

always making fun of me, you are

amazing how we got this far

you never cease to amaze me

my retarded minion , you'll always be

cracking me up over and over again

sometimes you drive me insane

even tho you annoy me ever so often

i look pass that and tell myself you're just a moron

but you know i'm just kidding

with you around, its so much more exciting

i love you for who you are

dont matter you're such a retard

you make me smile and laugh

and sometimes even barf

but you're still fine

you blow my mind

it aint not crime

lets go eat lime

after saying all that

one thing's for sure

that i think you're awesome

and you were just meant for one person.

me.

xoxo

the last week.

Once Upon A December.

this is for Janey pie, Vivi darlin' and Shirlyn sweetie.

Mad.

after countless times of trying and trying and trying to come up with the best cover i finally gave up and came to the acceptance that i cant do RnB songs :(

whyyyyyyyyyyyy.

well whatevv. you be the judge. but i dont wanna know.

its honesty one of the worst covers i've ever did. i cant reach that high of a key.

at least i tried :) yay me!

xoxo

proper posting to come...

Miss Independent.

oh my lord.. i'm trying to do this cover but its just so hardddddd.

but i'm working on it!

so coming sooooon y'all :)

xoxo

freaky how some names share a common trait

Gimme That.

everything's pretty awesome right now.

i'll be done with school in 2 weeks i hope :]

i'm talking to Trae now and its just not the same. its like everything between us died and now its just empty conversation. no like seriously - empty.

Jonny makes me laugh but he's soo annoying tho. but thats fun. SOMETIMES.

...idiot.

about my dog.

i wont be getting Chloe for the fact that i'll be leaving soon and it wouldnt be fair to the poor thing making her travel and being quarantined once she reaches aussieland. i thought i would just adopt one from RSPCA when i reach there.

in case you wanted to know who Chloe is.

she's the one on top. i think

i really wanted her tho. but i cant because it might just cost me too much money. and the thing about this is that the dog i'm going to get is MINE. so my dad was like "if your credit card bill comes and i see you've spent it on your dog. CUT!"

so i was like telling my dad. i'll use my allowance on my dog and use the card for food. then there's NO WAY he can cut it. lool

one more thing.

jonny's weird

he's oh so queer

he looks like a deer

and enjoys his beer.

i think you know

that he's a hoe

he hates me now

without a doubt.

he's gonna try to out-rhyme me

cause he cant stand losing

to sarah the princessey

alright i'm done.

dont out-do me pumpkin.

aint gonna work

xoxo

ily.

What If.

went to the art museum the other day.

ahaha dont tell anyone but this shot is illegal.

way to go sarah :D

and once we couldnt be bother with anymore boring old art pieces... i wonder where we went.

harry's :) again. good grief jane!

and we went to get more. well fine. I went to get more.. gees.

how calculative are you.

lets take a closer look eh?

Wala- Wala

shame on you.. underage drinking. golly.

and here we have robin poking spots on his burnt face LOL

xoxo

no one can tell us we're wrong

Jesses Girl.

day by day, i wish for things to slowly happen

but that backfires with a couple of words.

running away from the fear of rejection

i turn away, hoping to find attraction.

na it wont happen.

because i saw it wrong

and this time i think its gone.

forget what i said before

live life and get more

bags shoes clothes

whatever makes me happy

i kno spending's kinda deadly.

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i'm still kinda ticked off. because what if you liked a guy yeh, and he didnt like you back. and somewhere deeep down inside you hoped that he did but in the end the truth is he doesnt. what would you do then.

xoxo

wounded and pissed.

Rehab.

a pretty awesome night :)

begining with harry's

how cool is that?

janey and i

#1: SCORE!

...and the night starts to fall.

jane being a moron.

the blue light... :D

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#2: SCORE!...again. yay us!

b-52

doooonnnnnneeeeee!

and then like the quickie [or also known as the quickfuck.]

the love potion

the bar.

adris?, laurent, janey and me :D

MICHAEL!!! he's such a cutie. yes he is

went to meet robin :)

how cute is he?

what a wonderful wonderful night :)

xoxo

almost.

All Night Long.

i told you Kris would win. I TOLD YA. he's cute.. c'mon.

dangflabbit. i got school tomorrrrrow. why. why. why.

oh anyway, i got accepted into the University of Queensland

6 years y'all. but dont be scurred. you're not getting rid of me that quick just yet. i still have to accept the offer.

and it really doesnt help when all my lovelies are sad cause i'll be leaving.

dude whats the deal?

Kris won.

do i need to say more.

xoxo

KISS is awesome.

broken strings.

it's officially over with trae. yes. i'm sad too.

its all so surreal y'kno?

well there's this guy from work. he's called Fasle. no doubt he likes me or he thinks i'm cute and i like him but he's just not potential boyfriend material. no no no.

and i was talking to my buddy jonny the other day. and he kept like taking snapshots of me being unglam. hereee.. for your pleasure. gawdd.

stupid jonny. i was like putting on my contact lenses for him to see. for fun y'kno

so i took an unglam shot of him :D

well thats jonny, more normal lookin. guess which?

jonny jonny jonny jonny jonnny jonnny. yeh he's so precious to me.

yeh thats all. i would actually have more pictures cause i went to holland v with ryry, robin and airi tonight but i didnt have my camera. was really fun tho.

next time :]

i'm just really beat today. and some creepy guy from work asked me out on a date. and i was just like "oh i'm with someone."

dont you just love white lies

xoxo

forever never.

Live Your Life.

so i sent SAM NAIL a message. hopefully its big and clear enough to be read.

i'm moving on. with someone new or not, thats besides the point.

dont want to think of this whole ordeal as a waste. it was fun and great while it lasted. but nothing last forever does it.

tears are still kept inside and i'm not going to let it out. aint all that worth it i feel. no point crying is there? just move on.

xoxo

i remain speechless about it all.

It's About Love.

whats gone is gone for good.

you cant make it last

even if you wanted too.

no doubt my heart aches

but i will not be afraid

cause i know there's someone better out there

waiting for a love we can share.

everything takes time to heal

greater power, determination and will

overcoming everything and moving on

you'll soon realize opportunities are about to be born.

hold tight onto it, never let it go

once you find the way, you just follow the flow.

not sure what i'm doing anymore

just hope it wont lead to my downfall

cause i can be real silly sometimes

but then again, the life is mine

dont want to mess it up and regret

knowing that in the end, nothing was met.

finding it so hard to let go

can't bring myself to do so

but there's someone else now.

who turns my frown upside-down

moved on quick you might say

i see no other way.

just went against the grain.

it was a feeling i cant explain

and it felt like harmony

just gotta wait and see.

xoxo

thats what i get for falling in love

do not cry.

i think trae just dumped me.

heres some things he wrote:

Okay you know the girl Sam that I went to prom with? Well her and a few other people I like have asked me out and I've told them all that I would think about it! I honestly really like you but as everybody keeps f-ing telling me that you're 3000 miles away and I keep shutting them down but I'm going through some tough shit and I really need somebody to talk to! And its really freaking hard because you're so busy and you can never talk to me anyways!

screw sam. shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tits fart terd and twat.

i have a life bitch. and i go to work solely to get money for my trip to go see your shitface.

Okay, I'm hoping that I'm right about this!!! Here Goes, I feel like we have both found somebody we really like and I'm think taht you have the same feeling. I don't know what to do because I really want you to be happy too, cuz I have this strange feeling that you might have somebody on your mind and I think you should have the right to be with that person and honestly If this does happen like that I will still talk to you as if we were best friends and I would still love to meet this summer:)

YOU'RE WRONG! there's no one else you fuckhead.

I hope you'll find this message with trust in me and I hope you have somebody on your mind that you can be with at your home and at your school and whenever you want to be with him and not just a voice behind the screen and I have wished that we could be together but the points just don't add up and I wish to be best friends after this so please find the good in this message and I love you and hope you have somebody you can introduce me to him in the near future! :)

THERE'S NO ONE ELSE FOR FUCK SAKE! bull bull bull bull bull bulllll BUUULLLLL

he's just making false excuses for me. like its my fault. best friends my ass.

i'm so pissed. and yes i'm on the verge of tears.

like i've done tons of shit for him. and it ends like this. FABULOUS!

okay bitterness over.

fuck you.

i guess not.

life's a bitch.

Strong.

the trip up to malaysia this time was a blast. kinda.

i got 36/40 for my placement test in math which was really quite an astounding piece of news for me.

and the pictures start here...

hannah and i on the floor above the lobby. great view i must say.

not that you can see. lol.

the foyer of all the ballrooms. it sooo pretty.

the lounge.

apparently, sunway is one of...

the swimming pool.
ain't that the prettiest bow you've seen? :)
Euphoria by MOSjust a nice random work of art.

now to enlighten you with pictures of us :D


Zat bought this for us :] real yummy stuff.
zat and han.

serious FE [i.e fashion emergency]

pops at breakfast.

shots at the pool.

hannah.. what are you doing??
nobody knows what she's trying to do. lool

there we go. a proper picture.

zat.

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mustn't forget Alfofo.. aww cutie.

zat and i switched one shoe. ahaha get a wax!

my orange that hannah peeled.

the speed my dad was driving at.

well, thats all i have for you :)

xoxo

cant wait for the next trip.