Untouched.

death is all around

some people are afraid

but there just no escape

we'll all soon be dead.

when you cry, i'll cry with you.

when you're sad, i'll frown with you

it's okay you'll be fine

just live on and it'll go by.

souls run.

its us who are left behind

suffering and torment is what we've got

peace and serenity is what death brought.

i know you miss her

but dont shed a tear.

just remember her smiles and giggles

remember that you were her angel

hope you're fine, i love you so

even in the winter cold

she'll be with you, heart and soul

always.

xoxo

i love you so much.

Built To Last.

just thought i'd post some Attica pictures. it just piles up over a period time. heh.

and procrastination doesnt do me any good either.

karlson! :D

yeh i just dumped it all here. just for your viewing pleasure as always :)

xoxo

i'm not your bitch you two-faced backstabbing slut.

always here.

frightened, you might be

afraid of what you will see

you keep running, searching for help

but you only feel by yourself

sometimes you forget

this world is filled with hate and regret

the love i have for you will remain

always here, it will stay the same

no doubt, it worries me

thinking about what its all going to be

i feel useless, unable to solve

all the problems you face and dread of

tell me, i will always be here for you

i'll keep silent, faithful and true

really hate seeing you like this

you'll still forever be my Mister Smith :)

strong, i know you are

just grit your teeth and you will go far

i have faith in you

i just know that you will pull thru

life's been shit without your presence

not sure how much longer i can take your absence

i miss you so much its unbelievable

so hurry on back or i will die

cause its only me and you and you and i

waiting till the end of time

xoxo

loving you always

She's My Winona.

i just got off watching MTV's True Life: i am a compulsive shopper. and its just tragic. if i keep going on like this, i'm going to end up in shit.

this girl, ali, is up to $15,000 in debt and the bank came and like took her furniture out of the house. and i just like freaked out cause these girls featured has absolutely NO cash in their wallets. like 6 dollars maybe.

i've been spending quite a bit these past months and my well is drying up. i can feel it. so God is obviously sending me a message by letting me watch that show. dangflabbit. no more shopping sarah. simple living. i wanna get a bag tho. so maybe instead of LV, i'll get Kate Spade.. HELL NO.

but shit. i really do need a bag. and i really cant spend anymore.

ever wondered where all the money goes and how come it never flows back to us..

janey we're in trouble.

thats my bill for my cards last month.

i would blame ryan for my poorness. cause he owes me a SHITLOAD of money which he doesnt even bother paying me back. like i would have to chase him for it. aint it your responsibility to pay back the person you borrowed from?

this world sucks.

why cant everything just be free for me :( lool

x0x0

stop shopping sarah.

the show.

alright. so i promised the Singapore Flyer pictures. cant be assed to post them really. its been a crazylicious weekend and i'm still loving the next 2 hours of it before the watchmen arrive.

i'm not sorting or captioning the pictures. its just for your viewing pleasure.

xoxo

i wanna go to the skatepark so bad!

Mary Did You Know.

one word for today.

: enlightening.

i had my hair done with Jenny today + my pritty nails and after which, met Chris. and we went to the Singapore Flyer.

it was sooo pretty. i'll post the pictures soon. just cant be assed to do it now.

so anyhoo, after the flyer, we went to bars to get some drinks. and then we chilled by the river.

and then.. lol idk.

i also went shopping bitches!

haha spent like 470 at Zara. needed a dress for friday. thats if my dad stops being a bitch and randomly calls me and yells in my face for wasting his time.

he wanted to pick me up today. and i already told him not to wait for me.

but he did.

and cause he did, he says that i have got no respect for his time. LOL

what utter nonsense.

and then he hung up on me.

unbelievable!

alright y'all. its off to bed for me.

pictures coming soon :)

much love.

xoxo

nothing beats the beginning of endless obsessions.

Professor Layton.

i had my singapore idol audition this morning.

i didnt get in :(

... NOT!

lol its sideways. oh well. and no jonny i did not steal it.

friends i made :)

the lights.. lol

so after i was done with that crap, i went off to church.

lol after church i had no plans until the evening so i thought i'd bug Jan since he so happily ditched me friday.

and then i had plans. YAY :D

we went to watch this german movie. its really good actually.

jan jan jan. what are you doinggg.. heh. he was all like i dont like.... SNAP!

he's actually pretty good-lookin' tho.

okay so after the movie Chris met me at vivo. and off we went.

first stop: The Clinic.

yeh i kno its a blurred picture. just squint.

the UV-drip cocktail which cost like 53 buckeroos.

analysis: The Clinic is amazing. just kinda expensive. no wait. it IS expensive. but seriously fun. and creeeepy on so many different levels. seriouslyyy.

Next stop: Forbidden City- IndoChine

again, yes i kno its blurrry.

there's an ice bar inside. how cool is that. -15 degrees. i almost died.

Chris and I. is it me or am i putting on the pounds!

Next stop: True Heritage Brew for a nice Singapore Sling :)

the Singapore Sling.

this dude in the middle was the live singer for the night and he sang me You're Beautiful-James Blunt. it was soo sweet of him. and he waves to me from inside. heh.

quite the night i would say.

so a total of 3 bars hopped. can we beat that janey? LOL.

xoxo

fuck these ants!

Fame Infamy.

yesterday was so much fun. get farkin wasted the day before the Singapore Idol auditions.

anyhoo, got an invite to a party down at Attica. free-flow bitches!

before we left

chillin outside Le Nior; was still early.

Ryry got hungry and we went to get sausages and met.. :)

after which - to Attica we go.

cook and andrew

partners in crime

clifford who DJs as well.

my VIP band. or whats left of it.

today, STUTARDED singapore idol

oh my good lord. it was blazin' hot. and i'm telling you i almost died of heat

josiah :)

and i got this; something to take away

guess my outfit i wore. LOL

xoxo

tomorrow. again.