Hurry Up & Wait.

i dont know what i'm doing anymore. i try to act like i'm okay with everything. like every thing's alright. when the truth of the matter is that i'm tired inside. tired of everything i've been going thru just to be a good friend. i tried.

what would you do if you were in my position? i dont think anyone survives that long.

i just want to let go of everything. let it all go and never look bad. no regrets. no nothing. just forget it all cause it just aint all that worth it in the end. enough of wasting time. time to get on with the more important things in life.

if you cant trust a friend, what kind of friend would that be? no friend at all i would say.

take my words seriously and you'll live a less worry-some life. 

be real picky. seriously.

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so anyway. today i shall show you a few of my friend's art pieces because i just think its soo utterly spectacular!

hope you enjoyed that. 

find more @ http://bluecoffee.deviantart.com/

xoxo

just kill me now. 

The Sound of Silence

there's only so much that a person can withstand until he/she gives up and cant go on. but how will you know when you've reached that point? we try everyday to help, support, cheer people up but in the end, it all just goes down the drain. then what is the point of talking. what is the point in giving them anything at all. it's not value-adding anyway.

what is the point.

i miss trae..

i shall not bore you anymore. 

saturday was shit yet it wasnt bad. some pictures that i stole from janey's blog :P

tim and utt. utt's face is circled xD ahaha

a pretty cool drink. not drunkable with :]

i lave janey ♥

xoxo

i'm not myself anymore.

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xoxo

*My Not So Secret Lives ending

Breathe Slow

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i wished i knew.

i wished i understood.

why the things in life

arent always good.

i pray hard and hope for the best

but every time i try,

it just becomes one big mess.

i look for a way out 

to salvage my soul

even if i escape,

i cant seem to outrun the cold.

it worries me so

i cant see our friendship withering

our only option is to grow.

but now the world has changed

the thorns are none

i am so amazed!

because the HIV is gone.

i laugh and cry

tears of joy

the list goes on

for you and i.

Trey was awesome

he carried me thru

there's nothing more i can do

but just to smile and say,

thank you.

there's no one better for me

and there's never going to be.

it is you that i love,

for all of eternity.

i cant say that every thing is back to normal

but we do our best

and try not to be too formal.

what happened, happened. 

nothing's going to change that.

contagious by touch, it might not be

but that does not mean we let go easily.

Eleanor was lucky

she could have been hurt

the next time she does it,

i'll make sure she's alert.

we would do well not to do what she did.

it is very risky

unless you want to be dead meat.

HIV is no laughing matter

in fact, we should read up

to understand it better.

take necessary precautions

just to be safe

and make sure he's clean

you dont want a stinker on your bed.

this is a virus that cant be cured

we can put it at bay

but it will never go away.

because the HIV virus is here to stay.

it is smart and will take control

but it is up to us to stand up and take hold

of the situation that makes us despair

this is the truth

so everyone, beware.

the fight is not yet won

but with the help of many

we can conquer it all.

dont sit back, watching people die

get out there, do something

you'll never know unless you try.

when hard times come

do not fret

just breathe slow

and you'll realize to path

that you should go.

-Jesse

xoxo

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Halo

i've never cried so much.

the thing is, i chose law because my mom always wanted to be a lawyer. she got accepted into law school [she's really smart] but she didnt take it because she could pay for it and so i wanted to fulfill the dream for my mom so that she could be truly happy. just think - if i do law, it's like SHE'S doing law cause i'm part of who she is.

but after this semester's exams, i realized that law and i dont click. so i told my parents and it was really hard for me. 

why is it that when i do economics, i enjoy it and even tho i skipped more lectures than anyone else, i still think that i faired quite well. and like i can relate to economics. its like, i just glide thru the studying and i understand. 

just like that.

Law, however.. completely different story. i GRIND thru my exams. and its really obvious, i feel, when you are cut out to do something and when you're not.

People who are cut out for law will just walk out of the exam saying that it was good. and when they tell you how they answered their essay questions, you just know that they were meant for it.

i, on the other hand, had a really hard time relating to the subjects. after a year of studying it, i realize that law and i dont go.

so after this morning's ordeal, my parents supported me looking for other school options and i  did. mother said that i could take the SAT test and apply for an american school.

back to where i started.

so here are my choices:

- Colorado State University

- Georgia State University

or...

i'll just go to community college.

i personally love the idea of CSU. for obvious reason that my boyfriend is there. 

but thats beside the point. its one of the better universities in america and its just a 9 hour drive away from my grandmom ♥ love her. 

anyway, all that aside. my plan is this.

that i wait for my results to come out. and if i'm right about economics [because i might just be delusioned that i'm good at it] then i might just change school.

however, i hurt about the fact that my friends would change. and i love my friends [jane, shir, vii + zai] buckets and buckets. i swear if you think your friends are good, mine are AWESOME! 

shit. i just realized we dont have a group picture. you guys~

*moments later..

yay! found some :]

yeh. so i'm really just weighing my options now.  oh well.

xoxo

Just for Jane. For Now.

Taken Up

okay so i have a criminal law paper tomorrow. its the last one thank God! but after reading so many murder/homicide cases, studying them, i came up with a theory.

just follow me thru this...

imagine - what if you were poor. and not just poor but DIRT, BEYOND ANY HELP, LIKE FREGGIN' PSYCHO INSANELY poor? 

do you see a little bit of yourself in him, the london bum?

nowhere to sleep? always worried in the night about your next meal?

well, goood news for you. i've derived a super cool, solid, bloody awesome plan to make your life totally better.

READY?

go to prision.

its as simple as that.

i'm serious. 

why arent you listening to me?

look.

you're given food - you dont have to hunt no more.

you're given "bath time" - you dont have to stink any longer.

seriously.

you make new criminal friends that could teach you tactics on how to steal, after all people learn from their mistakes. you cant ask for better friends... come on.

the prison will assign you a job to do. now you can lift up your head with dignity and say "hey. i've got a job :) ", "me, a beggar? noooo. i have a pretty comfortable life."

here's the best part, with the advancement of technology, you're giving a whole array of prisons to choose from.

economy class for you perhaps?

or maybe a first class cell?

there's even budget cells. AMAZING!

so what are you waiting for? time to put crime to action! and get your butt in one of these absolutely free hotels that gives you a better lifestyle than just begging all the time.

do you know that begging is illegal in singapore?

yeh. you can get fined for begging.

so go to prision. stop wasting time. your life has only just begun.

crimes you can commit that will give you a life time prison-ship:

#1- culpable homicide not amounting to murder

#2- robbery + assualt

why not you go figure out. and if you manage to end up with the death sentence, guess what!

all your problems are solved then. 

good luck poor people

red bull gives you wings..

xoxo

Shine On

i'm supposed to be sleeeping 'cause i'm waking up at 4 to continue.. well, start.. studying for my paper which is at 1430 - thank the good Lord.

so here are the pictures :]

this is the wonderful lobby of Sunway Lagoon

where the sweet life begins.
...the lounge. [its not too bad]
oh look! snowflakes :Dthey have flat screen teles.. how pretty.
buttons in the lift :)

which brings us down to...

smoked salmon for breakfast?

Pastries :] its pretty obvious which is my favorite

nice array of greeeeeeeens... NOT.

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moving onto the looo. you only know how truly great the place is by the quality of.. heh. yeh.

more buttons but from a different side of the hotel

going down to the carpark :)
paintings that are displayed on the way to the carpark______________________________________________________

and what is the journey without our trusty steed. obviously its photoshopped to look pretty. pops wouldnt ever drive a car that hot. LOL
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Visit Sunway Lagoon today! truly the holiday experience [even tho i didnt experience it...much.]

good things dont come cheap

xoxo

A Little Piece of Heaven

#1: look at the date of my last entry. nothing more needs to be said.

i'm not going to bore you with why i decided to blog again. it's clearly obvious that i found nothing better to do with my time. and the thing is, its exam week for me and i'm NOT STUDYING.

its not that i dont want to but i dont know. nothing wants to get in and i'm just not in the mood.

so anyway, i just got back from malaysia. my sister, Hannah, went there to study at International Medical University or also known as IMU. she'll be there for 2 years. and no, i didnt cry.. yet.

Malaysia was pretty cool but the traveling was horrendous. like the roads are soo utterly confusing. if you're going to build roads, its to make going about more efficient and convenient. i'm not criticizing the country but i havent gotten the slightest clue how Hannah's going to travel around. GOOD LUCK POKEY.

however, the hotel that i stayed at was amazing. tho i've been there before, i dont remember it being as nice as it is now. its Sunway Lagoon in case you were wondering. i will post up pictures soon.

Another thing, i need a new camera. Hannah took the one we shared but who cares?! i always wanted my own. so now i'll get it. :] yay me!

i wished people used more than 3% of their brains. i could use the extra capacity.

xoxo

good news?

MY PICTURE BLOG'S UPDATED..NOT MUCH BUT IT'S SOMETHING.. =)

you want the truth, so here it is.

i don't get girls.

i know that's something really ironic for me to be saying but i really don't. i mean, all the sudden change in attitude.. and it's the nasty kind. like from happy to angry. it's scary.. and it's hard to react to it.
so today in school, this happened. from the time school started, i get all these weird vibes from the girls.. and when i ask one girl a question, she gives me a look that just freaked me out. it's like she was pissed. but there was really no reason to be.
and the whole day, it's just that pissed look on her face..
you don't know what she's thinking about.. i bet i got backstabbed. i don't know... i don't care.

you want the truth, renu? Can you handle it?
if you're pissed at something, you don't have to be a bitch about it.. like just say something luh. than give me that look the whole bloody day. it ticks me off.
you make it seems as though i did something against you.. which i didn't. you guys left me in the class alone to read my TIMES magazine.. and you guys went off to find king kong. and obviously it's a bit saddening to be invisible. try being in my shoes, smart ass...

can you believe it? the whole day, i was invisible to these people.. it was weird. just imagine you were invisible to your friends.. then, you start to realise that they don't give a shit either....... so you tell yourself, "why should i care then?"
you see the face and the glare from them and it bugs you even more.. you can't stand it.. so you ignore them too... and then they ignore you more.. but you can't ignore them any more because you're already ignoring them.. wtf.

and don't hate people for nothing and call them short. that's nasty.. [when i call people "short", it's usually a joke. but this girl was serious when she said it. that's sick.]

i told you i don't lie, renu.....
don't take it hard.. i'm just saying..
hate me for who i am.. not for who i'm not.

haha.. =)

today, i went for another flag day.. and it wasn't very productive. half the money in my bag was donated by.. ME! haha! anyway, renu and i went to marina square in the morning for breakfast and then i bought me a new spankin diary.. =) i spent $32.. whee!
next, we went to bugis to find the skinny fart. heh. and we slacked there.. while yule and broderick were CIPgoodies. haha.. yupyup.. surprising, i know.
then i went up.. and the skinny fart followed me and renu.. and we went to get my mom her early birthday present.. CHANEL ROUGE ALLURE, $42.. it was totally awesome.. =)
this flag has been pretty fun.. actually, really fun. ;) better than the last? hmm.. i dont know. they're both fun in their own ways..

i'll end off saying, "renu does not hate eggy. lots of love to go around!"

life sucks. so what?

when life gives you lemons, DANCE! heh.. i'm losing my mind.
anyhoo, we won the semi-final debate! OH MY LORD! and we were against st patricks and there was this pretty cute guy.
he's called dickson. heh. oh well. whatever.. i dont know him anyway.. so no point thinking about anything associated with that boy. i remain loyal to whoever..
i think this whole world is so full of shit. especially the people around me. they try to make up for what they did to me by being extra nice but actually, there are still multiple things that are hidden. and they will try not reveal it. even if it makes them tell a tall tale.. they'll still do it..
no point selling their soul to the underworld. they'll just reject it like everyone else..
BEWARE!

i just wanna hurt someone so badly.

damn damn damn damn. i wanna murder someone or hurt them so bad that they'll die. sacrifice them to satan.. but that's not right. haha..
slice them up, take their soul and sell it to the underworld..

hello mollies.

hello Georgia molly, molly C and molly rae.. i hate my drama juniors. they are a bunch of crap. they suck and the fatty sucks even more.
i love the mollies. i would write a song about the mollies. but i cant sing and write at the same time. i just finished watching emo elmo on you tube. it's so emo-ish. go to youtube. and search for "tickle me emo".. watch it.. it's very emo.... EMO.
there you go.
love you.

thanks.

thanks for taking the one thing that meant the world to me.
thanks for taking him away for your own pleasure.
thanks for making me feel like fuck right now.
thanks for showing me your hoochie self.
thanks for taking pleasure in my misery.
thanks for judging me.
thank you for every thing, motherfucker.
btw, in case some of you mistake "motherfucker" as me calling my mother a fucker, it's not. fuck. "motherfucker" refers to............ fuck. you figure it out. please make sure you got the correct message and not some fucked up crap shit message that you assume is true. if you did, fuck you.

what am i gonna do with this?

well, i feel a lil' disappointed because i think my wanted valentine rejected me..wdh.. well, i've got many options but i wanted that one. guess i'll have to settle for someone that beneath me. damn. i'm pretty bummed out.. i mean, i could have sworn that he'll say yes or okay.. but i think it was a "no". he didnt say a direct no.. but i think you gotta read between the lines. if you be a "yes" too.. ya never know.. haha!
well, today was the 1st day of school. nothing much happened. Jerry's hair grew back, almost to normal. while his weird fried, CW, shaved it off.. -.- what irony..
well, my chem teacher got transferred to another school. so my chem teacher now is- miss wassan. =\ help.. but she might be a good teacher.. i'm not sure. will see tomorrow. i've got chem class..
today, i had to sit for an entrance test for Additional math. but really, i dont see the point in taking that test. i'm NOT gonna drop that subject or any subject at that matter.
oh, and i walked pass like 3 table just to go say "hi" to theodore.. haha. he's so TAN! and TALL! wow... but i'm not surprised. it has always been like that..

what did the R.E.C.S do today?
well, we planned our sweet sixteen party which will be held at the end of the year. i will not go into much detail as for now. but invitations will be sent out soon enough. we want it to be really exclusive. so the attire is FORMAL! wee.. nice.
Charr had to dye her hair back. she's pretty smart though. haha.. she dyed it Blue-Black. so when it's in the sun, it'll look blue. i havent seen it turn blue yet. but i'll let you know once i do.

that's all for now.. i need to chat with some IMPORTANT people in my life.. xD

lots of love,
Ephesians Tan Sarah.

i could actually be the luckiest girl on earth.

I've always wanted a younger brother.. and now, i DO have a younger bro.
and it's not what you might think. some random guy that I've known not to long ago?
haha.. yeah riiiiiight. FAR FROM IT. on the contrary, i've known him almost all my life. well actually, ALL MY LIFE! better believe it. =D we recently discovered the relationship that we once had before and realised that our friendship is more than what we thought it was. according to my mom, we used to spent weekends at his place. and that his grandmother made AWESOME food! delicious stuff.. but don't ask me about that. i wouldn't have remembered.
Anyway, the relationship that we had with him was really no different from like cousins and siblings. =P and it works fine because we have the same surname.. beat that.
and you know losers always put the "god-" in front.. like "OHhh, ThaT iSh Mii gOd-BrotHerR woRrhxxxx"
WAHAHAHHAHHHHAAHAHAHAHAHA!! i'm bloody mean...
and even so, those kind of "god-brothers/sisters" never actually last.. it's so weird and at one time, you can have like, what, 10?! OH, GET REAL!!
anyhoo, my bro and i, there's no "awkward-cy" there because i think the past covered us. i mean, it's really amazing.. i've got a brother. not a brother-in-law or GOD-brother -.- but a BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER.. =P
our momma's are tight.. so our relationship will never die unless our moms suddenly hate each other or something [ never gonna happen, stop wishing ]..
i went out with JJ and friends yesterday. it was fun. really enjoyed it.. well, not really, really. but it was fun. we didnt even do anything after the movie. we watched deja vu.. it was REALLY weird.. kept going back and forth. deja vu only happened at the end of the show.
now's the season finale of Ghost Whisperer.

-later.

it's close to the worse day of my life

my baby Oatty died. well, he's not actually a baby. more like a grandpops. haha.. he's old and probably it was the time to go. he was 6, going on to 7, years. i don't want to tell you the whole story because i'll cry again. like the other day, i was gonna tell my friend the whole story and i was on the verge of crying again. so i didn't continue the story and i just stopped it halfway, carrying onto other things.
but i'm really and absolutely grateful to him for making me feel more satisfied at the moment in time. but after that, my day begun to hang low, again.
as for now, i'm doing better. i still see the cage and i tell myself," I could have stopped it."
somehow, i knew he was gonna die that day. don't ask me how. i just did. and worst of all, i did nothing to stop it. Or maybe it could not be stopped. i don't know.
and after oatty died, i just felt like the whole world was just against me. no one knew how i was feeling. it was messed up. but i had to get back up onto my feet and live on. so i concentrated on my skating. i landed my flip, well slightly. =P and PERFECTED my 3-turn.. yay me!

daddy's coming home today. my buddy's gonna thrash him at pool. haha.. my old man cant wait to play against my friend. haha.. it'll definitely be interesting. so i'll see how it goes and let ya'll know.
keep it real.

i love this. OUR GREATEST FEAR

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
...
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.
And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously
give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

- Marianne Williamson in A Return to Love

i knew it would be interesting.

HAHA.. today i went out with my buddies from primary school. i had a helluva time with them.. i dont wanna elaborate much because some things are really personal. and i dont wish to share it with the world.
anyhoo, we went to watch the grudge 2. wen's fancy idea. it was SOOOOO... not scary.
please, it was so hilarious that i almost pee-ed in my pants.. [kiddin']
but seriously, i wasnt scared one bit. you should watch it if you wanna kill time or just catch a sucky horror flick. it'll knock the shit out your butt!
it was great.
that's all i'm gonna tell you about. the rest of the stuff that happened cannot be posted. haha.. people will start kicking my ass..
so to save me from the misery, i shall not write about it.
it stays in my noggin'.

keep it real.

leave me alone

i have never felt more defeated in my life.
first this morning, B.lim [the disipline mistress], was standing at the area where all the student walk in from. she was doing uniform check up. and of all the days, she caught my for wearing the wrong coloured bra. and she was all like, " give me 3 good reasons why i should let you in?"
here are my 3 reasons! 1st, you dont own the school. 2nd, i bet you're like wearing a black, strapless bra. and 3rd, why are you looking at my boobs?! =\ haha..
Well anyway, so she asked me to call my mom to bring me the right coloured bra. and i said, " i'm sorry but that is not possible."
you see, i just patched things back with my mom. i would go to the extend of killing myself to mantain the peace with her. so i refused to call my mom and i told B.lim that it's either she let me go or just send me home and i will change.
oh, and by the way, i was already running late for my prep for debate.
so whatever, B.lim then told me, "don't quarell with me just because you're a debator." haha.. hey, i wasn't quarelling with her.
so she called my mom and told her that i had to go home.. blah blah blah. all the nonsense.
i went back. and on my way out, YZ was puzzled why i was leaving school so soon when i arrived only a couple of minutes ago. and i told him the story.

took a cab home. changed. took a cab back. swift and quick. spent 15 bucks on cab in less than an hour, or half an hour even.

so i got back to school. had to report to B.lim and went to collect my blazer. i went up to the leadership room where we were doing our last minute preparations. then we left at 0945hours.
We took another cab down to SIM(Singapore Institute of Management). we waited for your turn to go for our auditions for the television competition called "The Arena". Jasmine, Renu and I were really stressed so we went off to the girls' room to have some fun. we play a fool among the mirrors. =) it was funny.
anyway, we went to do our auditions and oh boy, we pretty much screwed..
well, it's the truth. we didnt make it.
All of us felt really defeated and well, we all turned silent.

whatever man. it's over anyhow.
my team and i, we're gonna thrash the julia gabriels!

the 411

well, let's see.. where do i start?
1st, my grades. it's bad. really bad.. i know you might hear many people saying this but when i say it, you really have no idea how bad my grades are. dont even try comparing my grades to your 'bad' grades.. seriously. i'm not going to share with you what they are because it's really kinda embarrassing. and it makes me even more depressed.
so MOVING ON!
2nd, there's this pink menace growing in our eco garden. the eco boys have been observing the menace since it was small. but it was so weird. during recess, we went to the eco pond for fun. and then we saw the pink thing. i remembered cheng wei posting something about this pink thing on his blog so we went to check it out.. then renu took something to hit it and the pink thing starting bleeding!! we stood there in shock. wth. it was really bleeding. it may not have been blood but it was definitely bleeding in it's own way. and when you hit it, there's this soft cracking sound.. so i went to try killing it. gah! i freaked out when i was hitting the poor thing but i continued the hit it.. well, just a couple of hit more.. and then i really freaked and stop.
we wanted to know what it was so we waited for the eco boys to come and explain things to us but they didnt show so we went up.
and when we went to check out SS paper, which i failed, we asked an eco boy[Well, jerry] what it was.. he said they were eggs! "eggs of some monster." so i told him to try cracking the eggs.. haha.. and i told him what he did.. =D
3rd, my mom is giving me a damn hard time. she makes it hard to live. i'm serious. she read my diary and now, she's using it against me.. i dont wanna talk much about this either.. it makes me kinda angry. and i cant cry anymore. out of tears..

so this is it.. my update.
keep it real.

this is going to be painful..

WHAT THE FUCK?!!!?
damn.. 'friends' can just be such fucking sly, cunning pieces of shit..
like what the hell man.. who knew that bitchface could do such a thing behind my back.. and to discover that such things has been going on behind my back..
FUCK YOU SHITFACE!!!!!! YOU FUCKING CHICKEN HEAD!
who knew such things could happened behind my back.. and to find it our from him.. i thank god that he's my close buddy..
thought you could get away? FUCK YOU!
i'm gonna make your life so miserable. you know i'm capable of such things..
i may look weaker than you on the outside but you know that i can do GREAT and PAINFUL things to people.. and get away with it..
WATCH IT, BITCHFACE!

just had to post something..

not much i guess.. but i did that! =D

screw it!

my friends were attacked by marsiling people the other day.
morons.. marsiling secondsary school people are fugly maggots man.. immature freaks..
i cant judge neighbourhood school just because marsiling sucks and it's a neighbourhood school.. because i came from Queenstown. and Queenstown is a totally awesome school. do i regret not staying there? well, no. i like it where i am.. just imagine, if i were still in Queenstown, no doubt my grades would be better but my attitude towards things could vary very differently. so i'm glad that i'm at a 'better' school. but the stress is just KILLER!
the final year papers start tomorrow.. it's gonna be really hectic for me. i'll be having really little sleep and i dont think i'll make it out alive.
although, i do plan to live after i die from the exams.
i totally do not understand macbeth.. such language should be banned.. haha..
the way they talk in those times is so hard to comprehend! seriously..
to study or not to study. that is the question.

how cool was it?

yesterday, a hell lot of things happened.
the day before yesterday, i had already planned to go out with my buds. but i did not dare to ask my mom. so i didnt.
the next morning, my mom walked over to my bedside to ask me what my plans were for the day. so i asked her, "can i go out with my friends after school?"
the same old questions come up. "with whom?", "where?", "when?".. so on..
so i said "JJ, Chien Ming and YZ."
and she was all like, "1 girl with 3 guys?!?"
and after that, i dont think you really wanna know what happened.
so obviously, the answer was no. and i was pissed.
anyhow, i still wanted to go out.
so i skipped school to complete some work at home.
my mom did want me home to study.. so i did.
still, i wanted to go out. so my sister helped me.
she told my mom that i'll only be out for 2 hours.. =D *hehe.. *
anyhoo, i went out to meet the fellas and we went to do stuff.
JJ desperately wanted to watch frostbite, "frostbiten", so did ming.
and it was rated. the only way was to sneak in.. and the fun starts here!
i took my sister's IC, because she's 17 and i can pull her face off. xD
so we bought the tickets and was very taken aback when the ticket dude didnt ask us for our ICs.. we thought we had done it.
However, i believe that guy knew that we would get screwed at the cinema entrance.
we went to the front of the cinema and stood outside, trying to plan our stategy.
at the moment, i saw this 2 girls having a really long talk with the entrance lady. and one of them was 'searching' her pockets. duh! and IC..
so after the long talk, they walked away.. and i went up to them to ask what happened. and i guessed it right. they were trying to sneak in. and they're 14!
so i went to tell the guys.. and what the heck. we just tried our luck. and obviously, we failed.. dang.
so we were given an opportunity to change the movie. so we changed it to "click", hoping that the theatre would be close to the on that was showing "frostbite". unfortunately, no.. it was far from it. try 2 levels far! click was on the 4th floor.. frostbite was on the 6th. we didnt wanna watch "click" no more. then i saw that the show, "devil wears prada" started at the same time as "frostbite". so i thought, "why not?"
so we changed the tickets again with an excuse that i bought the wrong tickets and the guys were unhappy with the show that i got. so the lady was nice and she allowed me to change 'em. and this time, it was all good.
"devil wears prada" was just a theater across from "frostbite". and so, with much convenience, we sneaked in. HAH!
frostbite wasnt a very nice show though.. haha. but i mean, the experience was greatly fun. we did funny stuff. like trying to find the door where people exit from once the movie is over and entering them. haha..
it's was all good..

what a beautiful day.
and what was even more amazing was that we were all wearing white shirts, with 3 quarter kinda pants. for the guys, it was like board shorts and for me, it was jeans folded into 3 quarter. the guys were all wearing adidas shoes.. and i just choose to wear my vans.. just imagine if i wore my adidas shoe.. how cool would that be man!
matching outfits without any planning whatsoever.. haha..

keep it real.

MAN! it was a shizzle!

the other day, i went to sheena's house and hacked her bar.
there was so many kinds of liquor, vodka.. so on..
i wasnt feeling very happy that day, so i thought i'd drink some.
i took the "absolute peach" and drank like one glass FULL of it.

DON'T EVER DO THAT~!!

in the beginning, it was all good. and soon, i begin to burn up in my belly.
anyhow, i drank the whole cup.
when i stood up to go get my phone, i was damn dizzy.
like blood was flowing away from my brain or something.
i think i was close to getting drunk. but hey, i dont drive.
it was super hard to drink after a while, but i still drank it anyhow.

DON'T DRINK THAT MUCH UNLESS YOU CAN TAKE IT.

the feeling that i got was kinda off the hook.
not that i'm promoting it..
BUT... yeah. it was some experience.
vodka keeps you warm. drink it on the cold winter's day.
however singapore has no winter.
so dont drink it at all.

I DARE YOU TO TRY IT =P

"Absolute Peach" smells great!
though it doesnt taste as great. but still drinkable.
Drinking alcohol when you're pissed or upset,
it's worse than drinking it when you're happy.
people only think it'll sooth their pain but it actually makes it worse.
i told my friend about this experience.
and she said,
" after drinking alcohol, if you feel dizzy, you know it's bad for health."
cool. so i just took away a percentage of my life.

I COULD DIE..

uh huh.. right.

well, if you think i'm gonna post about what happened in school, i'm not. because i'm way over it. sheena helped me.
you see, what you sick bastards saw was my pants and not what you think it was. get it straight. Sheena told me that ultimately, what you guys saw was my pants and that's the fact. i dont care what people think it was. haha.. i've got my life to live.
about the tag, the poster has a sad life and guess it was jealous or something. i do not act 'ang moh'. BI.. it all comes down to jealousy. and Elaine, Charr and i tend not to be affected by dimwits. we're composed ladies, unlike the typical girls that you see here, in singapore.
anyway, i went to church today. and it was great! because we couldnt have much of MM practice, we had a prayer session. we prayed and 'interceed' for people. there was only 4 of us and the power of God just came. after, we had praise and worship. it was awesome man..
anyway, i'm outie..
have a nice day