how would you feel?

hectic week i suppose.. got all my results back for the common tests.. and realised how insensitive people can be. like when they get higher marks than you do, they cry right in front of you .. makes you feel like jumping off the tallest building right? my goodness. like give me a break.. you already passed your overall!! i didnt! dont bitch around in front of me. i dont take it well. and it's like some of my other friends are feeling that some people can be realli insensitive.. so i dont alone! thankew!! you know, i realli hope insensitive people would realise how much hurt they have caused to people. i not being judgemental or whatsoever but i realli think they outta know what's it like when people are insensitive towards you. i can tell you now, insensitive people, you're gonna hate the shit out of it! you will not like it one bit! so quit being insensitive before i treat you like dust underneath my foot. and dont even think of apologizing then.. cause it WILL BE OVER!!!!!!

my dad's back for 5 days.. yay!

Our storiee!! you gotta read this..

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Information: The " I " is a guy and please dont apply real commom sense into the story

Sheena
Joanne
Sarah
Cheryl
Weiyi
Audrey
Yi ting 
 
 
I looked at the bright full moon. Stars glittered at the pitch black sky. I could not even see my hands in front of me! Suddenly, the nighbours' cat let out an excruciating screech. I dashed out of the house wondering what on earth had happened. I saw a bloody carcas lying on the pavement. Suddenly i had the urge to sniff the carcas. I knelt on the stone hard ground as i debated in my mind whether to try it. Curiosity overcomed me as i bent down, nose heaving the pavement. Then i knew he had come. Out of the blue, the cat's eyes popped out of the head and bounced off ! Extremely shocked, I fell backwards, landing on something that felt very meaty. I reached down to grab what had made my landing soft, hoping it was not another organ of the cat. I realised i was holding a luminous green substance in my hand and shrieked. I tried to flick it off, but to no avail. Instantly, something grabbed my other hand and I screamed into the cold quiet night. My heart pumbing vigorously, i turned around to face a hooded figure standing silently in the shadows. It was a dementor! He was the prettiest man i have ever seen. (Ahaha XD) I stepped backwards hastily, frightened by the darkness that surrounded the dementor, the dead cat and me. I felt the coldness seeping into my skin; it was draining every single drop of happiness from my tainted soul. The world started to swirl around me and a storm began to brew. A hurricane formed and I got sucked up by it, along with the dementor and nothing else. The world stopped and instantly my butt kissed the stoned floor. Sitting there, stunned, I hastily got to my feet the moment reality came back to me, only to find that the world was starting to freeze! Baby mammoths started to run towards me, licking my pale face. (It disappeared later in the story XD) I scanned around the area, realising my watch wasn't ticking. Suddenly the dementor appeared out of no where and started to walk towards me. He broke the ice and said "I am your father brother soul-mate, come to the dark side. And together, we shall rule the world!" I shivered at the thought of it."
" Silver or gold have i none. But such as i have, i give unto thee. In the name of my father, I command you to be free!" I watched him struggle to save his soul from escaping his flesh but it was useless.
[Yaoi starts from here] "Then before i die, I have but one wish," using the force, he pulled me to his side and began to kiss me.
The kiss felt bitter sweet.It seemed like my existence was meant for this. The passion was burning my senses, I stared into his dark blue eyes and at that moment, our wolrds collided.
We sank deeper into out kiss, oblivous to the world around us, nothing else mattered. I felt as a hole in me was filled and for the first time in my life, i was complete.Our lips parted slowly and he whispered in my ear,
"After I die, eat me, suck my bones dry and then I can become a part of you."  He fell into my arms, motionless. I leaned over and sank my canines into his neck, sucking his oh-so-sweet (-.-)blood. For once, I felt life gushing through my veins. My tears were running dry, and time was still. I carried his cold, empty body to the edge of the cliffs. Holding him tightly in my arms, I plunged off the cliff. Time was beginning it's journey once again.
"I love you." T_T

pictures.. fun...

My name.. cool eh?



My church drums which were previously used.. now, they're RED!!



BOO-YEAH! the orange guitar!! transparent too.. sweet eh? haha..



that's right! i am sticking my tongue at you!! *saliva splatters*

BYEE YA'LL!!

harsh..

my life's all fucked up and i'e got a mom who will never shut up... sounds harsh yeah? but it like so utterly true... so i've prayed that God relieve me from this painful suffering.. and i'm still waiting for a miracle.. yeah.. so wait with me. haha.. see ya\

wow..

it has been a very long time since i blogged... oh wells..
my dad gave me an ipod.. and he left for indonesia.. he's gonna work there for like 2 years or something...
and when he left, i didnt feel like doing anything... even going for bible study... i wanted to skip it.. but in the end i told myself that 'dad would tell me to commit..' so i went for bs..
it just feels realli weird without my dad...

this my heart's prayer to you...

oh Lord!! why izzit always that i screw up whenever i think of you know what... i mean... how can this be so? i wanna concentrate on you right now.. you know that... help me get over myself.. Lord, you help me along... amen.

right... you know what? i'm screwed~! haha... actually, i'm not.. coz God's helping me along...

*plane*

why.. it's already over... cant wait for the next!

SOS is over.. the teaching was really great.. dont worry vonz.. i made notes, with you in mind.. haha.. once you come back, i'll show it to you..
actually, something personal happened and i aint gonna share it on my blog.. far to personal.. only my best friend will get to know of it.. sorie..
anyway... i didnt go to the learning lab today so i'll be going to jo's class on monday. actually they said that i'm not suppose to go to her class coz that isn't my make up class day but i beg and i pleaded and finally, they were willing to make an exception this once... yeah! haha... and coz it's the holidays.. she said that this was my holiday present or something.. haha.. oh wells.. at least i'm able to go to Jo's class and not some boring make up class with happens on tuesdays.. BORING!!!

why.. it's already over... cant wait for the next!

SOS is over.. the teaching was really great.. dont worry vonz.. i made notes, with you in mind.. haha.. once you come back, i'll show it to you..
actually, something personal happened and i aint gonna share it on my blog.. far to personal.. only my best friend will get to know of it.. sorie..
anyway... i didnt go to the learning lab yesterday so i'll be going to jo's class on monday. actually they said that i'm not suppose to go to her class coz that isn't my make up class day but i beg and i pleaded and finally, they were willing to make an exception this once... yeah! haha... and coz it's the holidays.. she said that this was my holiday present or something.. haha.. oh wells.. at least i'm able to go to Jo's class and not some boring make up class with happens on tuesdays.. BORING!!!

alright...

the other day, i went for cultural porpourri.. it was kinda nice.. oh wells..

anyway.. i'm at church now...

i'm promising myself that i will visit qtss this week..

i still got jerome and yiyang's shirt to do.. he's starting to bug me for it.. haha..

CHIA WEN IS BACK!!! after 2 whole months.. boy.. did i miss her!!! we're going for dinner together later..

it's my mom's birthday today... yupp.. oh wells..

Neil got burnt by the grill.. haha! serves you right for being so dumb!

SOS is coming up.. 5-9 of june.. i think.. yeah! it's held at TJ as always... you're free to come if you want. you can follow me.. yeah.. need more details??? call Sarah at 90187569.. woo hoo!!!

i'm off... i still got homework to do.. but i dont wanna do em.. who cares..

so okayyy... i'm gonna find something to do.. or something.. go play halo 2... haha.. i dunnoe... it's okay..

i WILL find something to do.. yeah!

boo...

i survived a day without a phone... yah! oh wells...

DID YA'LL KNOW THAT SHEENA EATS 5 BUCKS WORTH OF CANTEEN FOOD? HAHA!!!

anyway, the other day, Chork told me abt Wayne from QTSS dancing on tv.. haha... he dances weird... oh wells..

okay.. so like i had this encounter with this guy, Pierce. He looks like Barak! soooooo HOT!!! haha... whoops! anyway.. yeah.. he wears braces.. Barak did... he's freckly.. Barak is too. the only thing is that he has a shorter 'fringe'... doesn't spike his hair... Looks like Barak when his hair isn't spiky.. haha... but he's taller than Barak.. B, Start growing dude!!

so today, i called my mom using sheena's phone coz ya know, my phone aint with me... i ask my mummy whether she would be wiling to pay 100 bucks for ACJC concert tickets... and she was like " yeah.. anything for you." it's was really awkward... haha... then she was like $100 or $200... geez... mom.. i thought you would wanna actually save money on this sort of things.. and my mom actually even wanted to help Sheena pay for the concert tickets...[ it's a 100 bucks] allowing her to go for free!!! but i didnt tell sheena that... coz it wouldn't be good... oh wells...

so like we'll be going for the cultural thing.. haha... some funny concert*not literally*
whee! oh wells... off i go... i still got a bad hand... and i can type this long... wow! can i self-praise? okayy.. i shall not.. God would not be pleased... :)

bye ya'll!

i'm growing dumb.. why is that so?

So, on tuesday, i ran my 2.4 and i fell.. got a hairline fracture on my wrist then on friday, after i sent sheena home, i got off the cab and realised that my phone wasn't with me.. freak! i lost my phone... so i made a lost and found report already.. i got a feeling, it's wont come back to me.. so i'm gonna get a new phone... geez!
time for sleep... going to church later... mothers' day... all the same... blah blah blah...
i'm gonna be in a horrible mood on monday... so yeah.. see ya...

i want my phone.... never mind.. new phone, here i come..

Hahaha...

so it has been a while since i last wrote.. oh wells... coz it's kinda boring tying blog entries... I'm at church.. neil's being weird and ziyang is being inflenced.. haha... all of them are going insane.. neil's is mad... hahaha... he's a weirdo sorta guy.. haha.. it's like they use some plastic thing and rubbed it against my sis's bottle and said that now everytime she drinks her water, she'll think of the plastic thing... oh.. how lame can they get? it's soooo lame... oh wells... went to east coast to play rugby yesterday... argh... my hand hurts now... neil's strangling my sis now.. haha... oh wells... gtg.. gonna go jamming, after my sis finishes her work..!! woo hoo...

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i could have sworn that my blog wasn't functioning... geez...
Anyway.. i'm gonna go bback to Queenstown sec this friday.. cant wait.. after Freakin encounter with *** ***s.... yeah! i cant wait... i'm sooooo gonna have a long conversation with Brice.... yah!
Sports day was last week... theodore was the flag man... haha... it was okayy... then before that was MGS's sports day.. so i met up with kaiL and tim said she was pretty... hah.. tim~
Then there was an announcement that the Dance got GOLD with HONOURS.. Audrey got so overjoyed that she literally cried... that's a mouthfull... haha..
Anyway... i'm outie.. wanna do up my blog well... heard that the pictures can't be seen.. Darn.. time to go do it up... with this i leave you- DONT YOU DARE RIP ME OFF!! thankew... :)

it's the weekend

right... so i'm back blogging... Audrey had a fever before lunch and her dad came down to school to pick her up... and now i got the fever.. AUDREY!!! oh wells.. i skipped CCA to go home to rest... my head still hurts like S***!!!! Geez... so on my way home, caught Theodore waiting for his mom... yupp... that tall dude... haha...
Took a cabby home... blah blah blah.. the day isn't over yet... just got a message from Joanne that she ot 7th for the 1500m event... but she aint sure.. oh well... Jo, you did your best.. i'm still proud of you... yupp..
Today for ACC[appreciation of chinese culture], we did 'calligraphy'... My wordings looked retarded... Zhixin,Wanying, Theodore,Weiyi.. all of theirs were nice.. mine sucked badly.. oh wells..
So i still gotta do the class flag and the design of our class tee...
it's gonna be a long weekend.. i got a chinese compo to write... wow... 200-300 words... it's seem a lot to me.. yupp!

Yupp!

Today was great... i think Sheena can read my mind... cool... oh wells... gave the apology drawing to mr Ya... that lame man... haha.. whoops! too bad...
just because the co-math teacher caught us having chocolate under our table.. stupid reason.. ahh.. who cares.. it's all bygones already anyway...
My birthday's coming.. Tim asked me what i wanted.. hmmm.. sad to say, the perfect i want, not just anyone can give.. it's kinda genuine.. if you know what i mean... yupp! haha..
I MISS CHIA WEN!!! I gotta go send her an email later... she went to China for some job attachment... geez. gonna be away for 2 whole months... i cant wait till she gets back...
i gotta study for the chinese 'test' tomorrow.. see ya'll!

Hmmmm...

Today was awesomely great! but everyday's great... After school, i had cca.. then Sheena and I wanted to put make up on Theodore and Jon eew's face.. but obviously, they disagreed... haha..anyway.. We did the make up for some sec ones.. haha.. it's was pretty fun... anyhoo.. after cca, me and my banana[aka. Sheena] went over to the media hub and joined Yiting, Theo and Jon eew with the chinese project thing.. Jon eew was an extra as he isn't in Yiting and Theo's group.. that No-brainer!!... haha... anyway, Sheena started hitting Theo and Jon eew on the head with a bottle.. it was hilarious.. seriously, it was... then coz theo was to tall, he sorta had trouble going under the 'gate'... coz we had to squat down to get out of the media hub.. i dunno how to explain... he was just too tall.. let's leave it as that... haha.. anyway.. then we went home... and now i'm almost dead coz i dont have the chinese book and i'm suppose to do a book report, which i'm suppose to hand up tomorrow... i'm dead... haha.. oh well.. tc ya'll!

Whee...

i went sun-tanning today.. got slightly darker.. yipee.. and now i'm hearing my favourite song.. yipee! haha.. Mr Willoughby's sending me the song.. how great... FYI, Mr Willougby's a lil boy... one year older than i am.. to be exact... don't think he's an old man alright? he's still young... haha..
Anyhoo... i've still got homework to do.. and it's already saturday... i've got my chinese report to do but i dont have the book!!! how am i suppose to do it when i dont have the book... oh wells.. i dont think we need to hand it up on monday...
So like... i'm realli bored right now.. so i'm gonna watch my tv... pixel perfect... yupp! bye ya'll!

what's happening??? geez! like i'd know...

today was a normal sunday.. only that i didnt stay at church... instead i went swimming... is odd.. i mean... it's that every sunday i would wanna stay in church to slack or something. only this time i didnt bother.. in fact i didnt even wanna stay... if funny.. my mom was like asking me why am i not staying... oh wells... like i would know...

anyway, swimming was really fun. but lots of people were there. so my sister and i could not have the whole pool to ourselves as it used to be.. then, after the swim, i questioned abt some competitive badminton.. i'm gonna start next week.. yipee!!!

so like i'm still pondering over my stupid love life.. it's pretty frustrating when you like someone.. and you dont realli know whether he/she would like you back... it's pretty much irritating... geez... life still has to go on, doesn't it???

NightMare!!!

Okay... so like today, i had school in the morning.. then got my math and history grades back... it was like soooo freakin bad... GEEZ!!! anyway, so like i got my friend to come over to my house.. and she sorta introduced me to this german guy... kinda forgot his name.. actually, it's the spelling that i'm not sure of... sorie dude... i think it's KhaiRul...
MANN... MY MOM'S FUCKING YOUNGER BROTHER IS LIKE SHOUTING AT HER... WTH.. WHO GAVE HIM THE RIGHT TO DO SO??? HE'S LIKE SOME FUCKING BITCH ALTHOUGH HE'S A MAN...WAHAHAHAHAHA.. HE'S BEING AN ASSHOLE... HE SAYS STUFF LIKE " f*** YOUR MEMORY".. THAT'S NOT EVEN THE CORRECT USE OF IT... STUPID!!!! HE IS SO FAAAAARRRRKKKING IRRITATING...He needs a life... yupp! a life...
oh wells.... i want my bst friend though... i'm miss him so much!!! Geez.. that reminds me.. better call him... before we drift apart...
desperate housewives is on.. gtg...
see ya!

A normal sunday...

well... today's a normal sunday like any other. had sunday sevice... Ronald says he's bored but i dont see how he can be at church... being in church is sooooo utterly fun.. that is at least what i think... still half way through the Dan Brown book... borrowed it from Theo.. yupp!
so.. i've done one page of my history.. not sure whether i did it right.. oh wells...
my common test grades sucked real bad.. did fairly well... considering the standard change, i think i did well but i could do better.. yeah.. right now, i'm waiting to see if i'm gonna meet Asriel later.. but i think he's playing soccer now.. soccer is such a painful game... bad experience.. yupp.. :)
okayy.. now i'm bored.. everybody's doing their work.. well.. tommorrow's school day.. BORING!!!
i'm off to surf the net... and see how i can make my bloggie more interesting... bye ya'll!! tc..