okay.. where do i begin?
My dear sister, Hannah, went to sign herself up for this taiwan exchange programme. and the taiwan girl, Joanne, is here now, living with us! EWWW!!
there's one thing i dont like, and that is having some stranger living in my house! 1st, i'll have to comprimise to suit her needs and i think she thinks we're here to serve her.. GET REAL!
and she took my 10 bucks and didnt return it!
during lunch, i passed her 10 bucks to go get food for herself to eat.. and who knew she was gonna eat the same as i? [hmmmm.. what did sarah eat? =P]
so since i was kind enough to help her order, i was even 'kinder' to help her pay..
so she didnt use the 10 bucks right? and a normal person would at least return it to me.. but she didnt! and Sarah's NOT HAPPY!!! and when sarah's not happy, the person gets screwed!! but because i have to keep in mind that my sister will be living with her family in december, i better not do anything nasty. or my sister will be in trouble.. and i do not want that..
man.. i need help! i feel that she's a girl with a hidden agenda.. who knows what she may be planning up her sleeves? you can ask sheena.. i didnt welcome her even before she arrived.. i just dont appreciate strangers living and sleeping in my house, breathing my air!
i know i cant do anything so what should i be so furious? but hey, even the person who signed up for this crap doesnt like her... well, that figures.. she's not very likable.. and she talks with this english accent..
guess what, i've got an accent too.. ^^ hahaha.. a fading one..
never sign up for an exchange programme.
Quote of the day:
" If you cant go against them, Join them!"
* Joanne's picture will be posted on the picture blog. check it out!
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
keeping you up to speed.
Not long ago, Jerry started this Soccer petition- to make the school a more conducive place for soccer. I love soccer! so i helped him with out. After all, i'm a pretty nice person. xD And i went around asking for signatures. i would go up to one person and say, "Sign this petition. it's to make the school a more conducive place for soccer." Sometimes, i would be polite and add a "would you like to" in front to make it a choice. haha! but why do i care if they agree to it or not? i just want their signatures. =P
Anyway, on monday, i discovered something new and nice.. that Yew Hung and Cheng Wei are PRETTY nice people. i thought i hated them to the core once. because they were stupid and dumb. and last time, they use to call me "fats" [only the guys in my class'05 would call me that, i didnt mind] and obviously i was freakin' pissed. because i had no idea who they were. from then, i catergorized them as "dimwits without a friggin' life". and Cheng Wei was the ugly dude (sorry man..). sad eh?
so i told myself that if he EVER called me that again, i'll say, " yeah. i'm fat. but the good thing is that i can lose weight. However, you're ugly. you cant change that!" but i'm nice.. so i didnt say anything.
BUT NOW, i found out he's nice. well, they're nice.. not evil people like i once thought they were. so i'm glad.
See what soccer does for you? If soccer was a guy, i'd marry him ^_^!
Anyway, my dad's gonna come home this FRIDAY!! oh joy! like PHONE!, WATCH!, SWEAT SUIT!, SHOES!! hahahhahaha! everytime my dad come home, i get to buy stuff for ME!
what? i'm a snob.. and proud of it!
And today, Cheryl had a toad and frogs. she kept them in tupperwares. and Jerry has 2 frogs.. he named one "houxu". some name for a frog, huh.. i call it freddy nonetheless.. haha. you know the chocolate? freddy the chocolate frog? haha.. OH SWEET CHOCOLATE GOODNESS!
i slept during math again today! i'm starting to sleep in class again!! that's not good.. i wanna do well in school. because i have come to realise that all i gotta do is study while my parents have to do so much more! so it's actually subject as an easy task. Gahh.. C'mon Sarah!
so here you go, my post for today.
Support the Soccer Petition!
Quote for the day-
"You can be classy, but i'm class, itself!" ~Sarah
Anyway, on monday, i discovered something new and nice.. that Yew Hung and Cheng Wei are PRETTY nice people. i thought i hated them to the core once. because they were stupid and dumb. and last time, they use to call me "fats" [only the guys in my class'05 would call me that, i didnt mind] and obviously i was freakin' pissed. because i had no idea who they were. from then, i catergorized them as "dimwits without a friggin' life". and Cheng Wei was the ugly dude (sorry man..). sad eh?
so i told myself that if he EVER called me that again, i'll say, " yeah. i'm fat. but the good thing is that i can lose weight. However, you're ugly. you cant change that!" but i'm nice.. so i didnt say anything.
BUT NOW, i found out he's nice. well, they're nice.. not evil people like i once thought they were. so i'm glad.
See what soccer does for you? If soccer was a guy, i'd marry him ^_^!
Anyway, my dad's gonna come home this FRIDAY!! oh joy! like PHONE!, WATCH!, SWEAT SUIT!, SHOES!! hahahhahaha! everytime my dad come home, i get to buy stuff for ME!
what? i'm a snob.. and proud of it!
And today, Cheryl had a toad and frogs. she kept them in tupperwares. and Jerry has 2 frogs.. he named one "houxu". some name for a frog, huh.. i call it freddy nonetheless.. haha. you know the chocolate? freddy the chocolate frog? haha.. OH SWEET CHOCOLATE GOODNESS!
i slept during math again today! i'm starting to sleep in class again!! that's not good.. i wanna do well in school. because i have come to realise that all i gotta do is study while my parents have to do so much more! so it's actually subject as an easy task. Gahh.. C'mon Sarah!
so here you go, my post for today.
Support the Soccer Petition!
Quote for the day-
"You can be classy, but i'm class, itself!" ~Sarah
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
sarah's day
I wonder how Zinédine's doing.. I hope he’s feeling alright.. And over that head-butting incident. I mean, even if he regrets, he still has to move on, right?
Today was thee funniest day this whole school year! Elaine decided to wear Ek Neng's school uniform. Btw, Ek Neng's a guy... swell eh? She said it started from Weiyi wearing a big blouse... It was my blouse to be exact. Well, we had P.E in the morning, 1st period. So I changed into my P.E shirt... and not sure what I did, but sooner or later, my blouse landed up in Weiyi’s hands... I told her to wear it because it would be fun! She's pretty small-sized. So naturally, my uniform would be too big for her... but she wore it anyway. ^^
Now, I had no blouse to wear.. so I took hers.. haha.. Like I could actually fit into that smallish blouse! I could!! Wahahahahaaha!! But it was really tight.. Wore it for fun anyway.. not the whole day though. For a couple of seconds.. Then I decided to remain in my P.E shirt for the day..
Then later, I noticed Elaine wearing some guy's uniform, just the shirt. Found out it was Ek Neng's soon after...then later on, she decided that his pants would complete the whole outfit. So she wore it..
During Enrichment period, our math teacher was busy with other classes because she had to sub for a couple of teachers.. haha.. so we were free to do what we wanted.
Elaine, Charr, Weiyi and I decided to wonder about the school.. Someone then came up with this idea to sneak into the guys toilet because Elaine was now Eliam [just pick any male name that starts with an 'E']... haha.. so we got Lakshmi sneak out of class and check the toilet near his class, to ensure the absence of all boys.. Well, duh.. haha..
Anyway, after we were done at the guys lavatory, we headed back up.. then we looked down and saw Jerry and friends [ yew hung, cheng wei and so on..(Names spelt correctly?)] i'm not sure of it but I think they were trying to take a picture of Elaine or something. Because yew hung, or someone else, was holding up a phone, in the photo taking position, or so I thought.. after school, I went to ask Jerry of he saw Elaine.. Thought they were trying to grab a snapshot of Eliam [Elaine]. Apparently not.. because they didn’t see her, or at least Jerry didn’t.. and he was with them.. SoOoo, conclusion? They weren't taking a picture of Elaine.. what a dumb thing not to do.. but instead something else.. not sure what they were up to.. maybe they wanted a picture of Weiyi or something.. haha. Btw, if you guys want a picture of her, I can get it for you.. don’t have to go to such drastic measures..
Okay, so after school, I waited for YZ to end class.. I needed cash!! Haha.. I mean, he’s my good friend.. why wouldn’t I ask it from him? However, he was broke.. thanks.
Jess wanted to take a cab to causeway point.. we were all tired.. like we wouldn’t enjoy the comfort of a cab. So taking a cab means $$..
" Oh Geez! Hey.. Look. Jerry!" xD
Poor lil’ Jerry was once again tormented by his Chinese teacher, whom I’m really afraid off.. so he was sitting in his class.. all alone.. with no one to talk to. Luckily, Sarah flew to the rescue! [Play a rescue tune in your head. Please and thank you.]
It was then I asked him about the Elaine happening.. and when he says no, he shakes his head really dramatically! It was pretty funny.. haha.. wanted to ask him why was he shaking his head in such manner.. haha.. but I didn’t. Anyway, then after talking to him for a really short while.. I went out. Mind you, we’re still having cash problems..
So I had to pop back in and question if Jerry was rich.. “Any cash to spare?” He is rich!! Like 10 dollar notes everywhere.. Whoa.. Anyway, then he kindly lend it to me.. but I feel kinda bad.. Because I’m now not very sure that borrowing from him was the right thing to do.. Was he willing to lend it to me or did I supernaturally forced him to lend me that 10 bucks?
Well, anyhow.. sorry Jerry..
Moral of the day, always bring more [whatever] than you need!!!! Got it?
Today was thee funniest day this whole school year! Elaine decided to wear Ek Neng's school uniform. Btw, Ek Neng's a guy... swell eh? She said it started from Weiyi wearing a big blouse... It was my blouse to be exact. Well, we had P.E in the morning, 1st period. So I changed into my P.E shirt... and not sure what I did, but sooner or later, my blouse landed up in Weiyi’s hands... I told her to wear it because it would be fun! She's pretty small-sized. So naturally, my uniform would be too big for her... but she wore it anyway. ^^
Now, I had no blouse to wear.. so I took hers.. haha.. Like I could actually fit into that smallish blouse! I could!! Wahahahahaaha!! But it was really tight.. Wore it for fun anyway.. not the whole day though. For a couple of seconds.. Then I decided to remain in my P.E shirt for the day..
Then later, I noticed Elaine wearing some guy's uniform, just the shirt. Found out it was Ek Neng's soon after...then later on, she decided that his pants would complete the whole outfit. So she wore it..
During Enrichment period, our math teacher was busy with other classes because she had to sub for a couple of teachers.. haha.. so we were free to do what we wanted.
Elaine, Charr, Weiyi and I decided to wonder about the school.. Someone then came up with this idea to sneak into the guys toilet because Elaine was now Eliam [just pick any male name that starts with an 'E']... haha.. so we got Lakshmi sneak out of class and check the toilet near his class, to ensure the absence of all boys.. Well, duh.. haha..
Anyway, after we were done at the guys lavatory, we headed back up.. then we looked down and saw Jerry and friends [ yew hung, cheng wei and so on..(Names spelt correctly?)] i'm not sure of it but I think they were trying to take a picture of Elaine or something. Because yew hung, or someone else, was holding up a phone, in the photo taking position, or so I thought.. after school, I went to ask Jerry of he saw Elaine.. Thought they were trying to grab a snapshot of Eliam [Elaine]. Apparently not.. because they didn’t see her, or at least Jerry didn’t.. and he was with them.. SoOoo, conclusion? They weren't taking a picture of Elaine.. what a dumb thing not to do.. but instead something else.. not sure what they were up to.. maybe they wanted a picture of Weiyi or something.. haha. Btw, if you guys want a picture of her, I can get it for you.. don’t have to go to such drastic measures..
Okay, so after school, I waited for YZ to end class.. I needed cash!! Haha.. I mean, he’s my good friend.. why wouldn’t I ask it from him? However, he was broke.. thanks.
Jess wanted to take a cab to causeway point.. we were all tired.. like we wouldn’t enjoy the comfort of a cab. So taking a cab means $$..
" Oh Geez! Hey.. Look. Jerry!" xD
Poor lil’ Jerry was once again tormented by his Chinese teacher, whom I’m really afraid off.. so he was sitting in his class.. all alone.. with no one to talk to. Luckily, Sarah flew to the rescue! [Play a rescue tune in your head. Please and thank you.]
It was then I asked him about the Elaine happening.. and when he says no, he shakes his head really dramatically! It was pretty funny.. haha.. wanted to ask him why was he shaking his head in such manner.. haha.. but I didn’t. Anyway, then after talking to him for a really short while.. I went out. Mind you, we’re still having cash problems..
So I had to pop back in and question if Jerry was rich.. “Any cash to spare?” He is rich!! Like 10 dollar notes everywhere.. Whoa.. Anyway, then he kindly lend it to me.. but I feel kinda bad.. Because I’m now not very sure that borrowing from him was the right thing to do.. Was he willing to lend it to me or did I supernaturally forced him to lend me that 10 bucks?
Well, anyhow.. sorry Jerry..
Moral of the day, always bring more [whatever] than you need!!!! Got it?
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
The Nanyang Funfair..
so here are some pictures my friends and i took at the funfair..
i dont absolutely appreciate funfairs, but because my friends were fun, they actually made the funfair, fun! haha..
Jess and Sheena
Sheena and I.. where art thou eyes?
Jess, I and Sheena
Me and Jess
the super 'zai' shot of the palm tree. or so hannah says..
whatcha lookin' at?
Other friends playing bball. =D
Sheena, Jess and I.
there you go! some pictures..
dont you just love pictures?
ENJOY! :]
i dont absolutely appreciate funfairs, but because my friends were fun, they actually made the funfair, fun! haha..
Jess and Sheena
Sheena and I.. where art thou eyes?
Jess, I and Sheena
Me and Jess
the super 'zai' shot of the palm tree. or so hannah says..
whatcha lookin' at?
Other friends playing bball. =D
Sheena, Jess and I.
there you go! some pictures..
dont you just love pictures?
ENJOY! :]
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
yeah. i'm bored.. so..
here are some recent taken picture for you to gaze at.. =P
the full moon..
slippers...
east coast..
yeah.. i think that's all, folks..
till next time..
sarah.
the full moon..
slippers...
east coast..
yeah.. i think that's all, folks..
till next time..
sarah.
Monday, June 19, 2006
=)
life has been swell, i guess... just that over the camp, i was pretty worried.. about various things.
hmmm... what can i say?
i've still got massive homework amounts to complete and skating lessons are beginning to get tougher...
i'm bored... that's quit ironic actually..
i've got work to do and yet i'm bored.. >.<
anyway, yesterday was fathers' day.. and my dad's not here with me..
for all who taught he died, drop dead.
he's in indonesia.. so he had to celebrate fathers' day alone.. which is pretty sad. but once he comes home then we'll celebrate.. haha..
a belated one.. but that's better than nothing.
anyway, the world cup is going fine so far.. argentina really freaked me out.. scoring 6.. haha..
oh well, but i'm supporting Germany and France this year. so i decided to get both their jerseys. one jersey cost $70+.. i need 140 bucks then..
wish me luck saving!
=D
hmmm... what can i say?
i've still got massive homework amounts to complete and skating lessons are beginning to get tougher...
i'm bored... that's quit ironic actually..
i've got work to do and yet i'm bored.. >.<
anyway, yesterday was fathers' day.. and my dad's not here with me..
for all who taught he died, drop dead.
he's in indonesia.. so he had to celebrate fathers' day alone.. which is pretty sad. but once he comes home then we'll celebrate.. haha..
a belated one.. but that's better than nothing.
anyway, the world cup is going fine so far.. argentina really freaked me out.. scoring 6.. haha..
oh well, but i'm supporting Germany and France this year. so i decided to get both their jerseys. one jersey cost $70+.. i need 140 bucks then..
wish me luck saving!
=D
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Sunday, May 07, 2006
ACJC, you fuck.
has anyone ever stole away your BEST friend? a person that was always by your side, no matter what? someone who you could call EVERYDAY and could spare you the time?
my best friend has been taken away from me by ACJC. i hate that school and vow never to go to that friggin school. the school has made him, my best friend, so busy that the time he has left for me is so minimal.. he apologises but it really isnt his fault. li's the school.. i miss him SO much! but sadly, he has no more time for me..
my best friend has been taken away from me by ACJC. i hate that school and vow never to go to that friggin school. the school has made him, my best friend, so busy that the time he has left for me is so minimal.. he apologises but it really isnt his fault. li's the school.. i miss him SO much! but sadly, he has no more time for me..
Friday, March 31, 2006
BJ!!
i like BJ... and for those morons who think BJ's a guy.. well, all i gotta say to you is that.. YOU'RE DUMBB!! haha... double B...
anyway, BJ is Body Jam.. it's way cool.. in no time, you're gonna see me thin and the credit will obviously go to me.. cause i put in the effort.. but it also goes to BJ... !!! haha.. yay.. =)
Mother's heading off to New Zealand for the next week...
i'll have dad around though.. so it should be fun..
well, have a great weekend ya'll!
anyway, BJ is Body Jam.. it's way cool.. in no time, you're gonna see me thin and the credit will obviously go to me.. cause i put in the effort.. but it also goes to BJ... !!! haha.. yay.. =)
Mother's heading off to New Zealand for the next week...
i'll have dad around though.. so it should be fun..
well, have a great weekend ya'll!
Monday, March 20, 2006
yupp.. it shall do.. i guess.
On Sunday, Hannah brought her... * coughs *... friend to church. It was fun cause we went jamming.. and he knows howda play like the keyboard and guitar. He tried the drums though. Well, what could i do? Ziyang didn't come. but i couldn't blame him. i kinda understand what he's going through.
I didnt attend service because i had camp the past 3 days.. friday, saturday and sunday. so i arrived late. i walked like the freakin ' AYE.. from my school to friggin' dover ITE.. it was so scary.. DONT EVER DO THAT!!!! then from the ITE bus stop, i hailed a cab. MY GOODNESS!!! i was like half freaked anf dead.. the road is SOOOO long.. SO not gonna do that again.. people in the car look at me like i'm some kind of spazzer. yeah right!
I NEED ROOT BEER!!
so when i reached church, they were all heading from lunch. so i joined them. Hannah's friend, let's call him Jake( 'cause i like that name and this is MY blog), was pretty cool.. not the silent type.. well, at least that applies to me.. however, a few(i think) find him 'diao'... ignorant?
HE'S NOT!!!!
he likes CLICK FIVE!!! and that's COOL!!!! HAH!!
bet losers like you dont... [incoherently talking to you(the reader)]
click 5 is cute.. cause they wear tuxedos whenever they play.. like for videos and concerts.. THEY ROCK!! hahahahaha!!...
you suck if you dont listen to The Click Five..
and if you say i suck for listening to The Click Five, then...
YOU BETTER FIND A FRIGGIN SAFE PLACE TO HIDE CAUSE I'M COMING AFTER YOU!!!
I didnt attend service because i had camp the past 3 days.. friday, saturday and sunday. so i arrived late. i walked like the freakin ' AYE.. from my school to friggin' dover ITE.. it was so scary.. DONT EVER DO THAT!!!! then from the ITE bus stop, i hailed a cab. MY GOODNESS!!! i was like half freaked anf dead.. the road is SOOOO long.. SO not gonna do that again.. people in the car look at me like i'm some kind of spazzer. yeah right!
I NEED ROOT BEER!!
so when i reached church, they were all heading from lunch. so i joined them. Hannah's friend, let's call him Jake( 'cause i like that name and this is MY blog), was pretty cool.. not the silent type.. well, at least that applies to me.. however, a few(i think) find him 'diao'... ignorant?
HE'S NOT!!!!
he likes CLICK FIVE!!! and that's COOL!!!! HAH!!
bet losers like you dont... [incoherently talking to you(the reader)]
click 5 is cute.. cause they wear tuxedos whenever they play.. like for videos and concerts.. THEY ROCK!! hahahahaha!!...
you suck if you dont listen to The Click Five..
and if you say i suck for listening to The Click Five, then...
YOU BETTER FIND A FRIGGIN SAFE PLACE TO HIDE CAUSE I'M COMING AFTER YOU!!!
Friday, March 10, 2006
dedicated to... them!
My sister is so gonna kill me for this. However, do enjoy!!
Sarah: So, my sister's pretty?
People of the world: Yeah. She is...
Sarah: And she's good with guys?
People of the world: I'm not sure... but I guess so.
Sarah: You're doubtful, huh?
People of the world: Well, yeah...
Sarah: So in other words, you are looking for evidence?
People of the world: Sure am...
Sarah: Here you go!!
HAHAHAHA!!
Haha... YEAH RIGHT! dream on suckers... the fun only starts now.. =P
Mr Charming...
Nice smiles...
I think they were eating ice cream.. am i right?
and she feeding him.. x)
fighting with spoons?!!? how immature..
anyway, Need more laughter? sure you do!
Now, he's feeding her?!!? what...
she's happy.. duh!
HOWEVER,...
HE'S VAIN!!! gasps!
but... she's satisfied.. =)
END!
However, let me fill you into one little secret.. but you can't tell anyone!
HE'S GAY!!
well, HAVE A NICE DAY!!
Sarah: So, my sister's pretty?
People of the world: Yeah. She is...
Sarah: And she's good with guys?
People of the world: I'm not sure... but I guess so.
Sarah: You're doubtful, huh?
People of the world: Well, yeah...
Sarah: So in other words, you are looking for evidence?
People of the world: Sure am...
Sarah: Here you go!!
HAHAHAHA!!
Haha... YEAH RIGHT! dream on suckers... the fun only starts now.. =P
Mr Charming...
Nice smiles...
I think they were eating ice cream.. am i right?
and she feeding him.. x)
fighting with spoons?!!? how immature..
anyway, Need more laughter? sure you do!
Now, he's feeding her?!!? what...
she's happy.. duh!
HOWEVER,...
HE'S VAIN!!! gasps!
but... she's satisfied.. =)
END!
However, let me fill you into one little secret.. but you can't tell anyone!
HE'S GAY!!
well, HAVE A NICE DAY!!
Monday, February 20, 2006
yeah i am..
I've just realized that I'm one troubled girl. My life is made up of horse shit. Like everything that I go through just adds up to my sorrow and the pile of shit. I always feel screwed and only a few things would make me feel really happy. When I have my Dad around, when I have ******* around me, and when I get what I want. But life is screwed up by the world so therefore, we don't always get what we want, do we? It's not that I'm spoilt or whatsoever. It's just really unfair that my life has to be controlled by boundaries, Mothers and they are like masters of the Sim. Gotta do what I'm assigned.. It's shit.
So today, I had chemistry extra lesson and well, cause Theo and I have the same Chemistry teacher, we had the class together. And god! ***** was like trying to grab his attention. Fuck! No one wants to hear your bullshit. Shut Up. I'm not trying to be mean but like you like him right? So tell him than say friggin' lame sentences. It gets on people's nerves. And poor Theo has put up with the nonsense. No one wants it. Take it back and piss off. You are like blinded by love or something. He doesn't like you. Get the picture?
Anyway, my common tests are coming and the stress to do great is getting heavier.. If I could hold on, I'll survive. I have absolutely no confidence to ace my tests. It's the confidence thing. Like I'm not sure whether the answers I write down are right or wrong. I need help!
Am I being a bitch now?
[Do not answer the question]
So lately, I did something bad and now I have gotten my retribution. I shouldn’t have done it but I did. And therefore, I must pay… this stinks but it can’t be helped.
I gonna change my phone! Haha. Well, I’m thinking of Cheryl’s and Charmaine’s phone but do they mind? Do you guys mind??
So today, I had chemistry extra lesson and well, cause Theo and I have the same Chemistry teacher, we had the class together. And god! ***** was like trying to grab his attention. Fuck! No one wants to hear your bullshit. Shut Up. I'm not trying to be mean but like you like him right? So tell him than say friggin' lame sentences. It gets on people's nerves. And poor Theo has put up with the nonsense. No one wants it. Take it back and piss off. You are like blinded by love or something. He doesn't like you. Get the picture?
Anyway, my common tests are coming and the stress to do great is getting heavier.. If I could hold on, I'll survive. I have absolutely no confidence to ace my tests. It's the confidence thing. Like I'm not sure whether the answers I write down are right or wrong. I need help!
Am I being a bitch now?
[Do not answer the question]
So lately, I did something bad and now I have gotten my retribution. I shouldn’t have done it but I did. And therefore, I must pay… this stinks but it can’t be helped.
I gonna change my phone! Haha. Well, I’m thinking of Cheryl’s and Charmaine’s phone but do they mind? Do you guys mind??
Sunday, February 12, 2006
This is for you..
This is specially for Ziyang.. since you are such a loyal visitor of my useless blog. And always get disappointed when you come, this is for you.. haha!
So the O level results are out and Hannah did really well. So did Chork. I’m so proud of him. From a 17 to an 8. haha.. he’s is so smart. Hehe.. Hannah’s gonna try to stay in Hwa Chong. And I told Chork to try out for Hwa Chong. I hope he is able to make it. Brice did okay and I guess Tim’s gonna try out for AC. I mean he can. Through Soccer. Yeah… Sharina had a pretty average score. But I’m not sure if she’s satisfied with what she got.
I just realized something. I love talking to Theodore. It’s just so easy. Like I can say whatever I want and he’ll be okay with it. But the only problem is that I feel he doesn’t have opinions. He doesn’t really say much. All he does is answer the questions or make lil remarks. It’s all so bootzy. But I plan on inviting him to church next Sunday. He says he doesn’t mind. But if he feels lazy, then he wouldn’t go. Haha.. but I’ll try my very hardest to make him go!! Haha.. since I don’t really get a chance to speak to him in school, I’ll speak to him outside of school.. hehe^^
So today, Ziyang taught me how to do a drum roll.. is it one word? Oh well..
Haha.. it was pretty funny. But I cant really get the gist of the beat and how to drum it as good as he can.. I guess practice will do the trick.. I will master the roll! Haha.. whatever..
Is this long enough to make you feel less disappointed? Lemme know!!
So the O level results are out and Hannah did really well. So did Chork. I’m so proud of him. From a 17 to an 8. haha.. he’s is so smart. Hehe.. Hannah’s gonna try to stay in Hwa Chong. And I told Chork to try out for Hwa Chong. I hope he is able to make it. Brice did okay and I guess Tim’s gonna try out for AC. I mean he can. Through Soccer. Yeah… Sharina had a pretty average score. But I’m not sure if she’s satisfied with what she got.
I just realized something. I love talking to Theodore. It’s just so easy. Like I can say whatever I want and he’ll be okay with it. But the only problem is that I feel he doesn’t have opinions. He doesn’t really say much. All he does is answer the questions or make lil remarks. It’s all so bootzy. But I plan on inviting him to church next Sunday. He says he doesn’t mind. But if he feels lazy, then he wouldn’t go. Haha.. but I’ll try my very hardest to make him go!! Haha.. since I don’t really get a chance to speak to him in school, I’ll speak to him outside of school.. hehe^^
So today, Ziyang taught me how to do a drum roll.. is it one word? Oh well..
Haha.. it was pretty funny. But I cant really get the gist of the beat and how to drum it as good as he can.. I guess practice will do the trick.. I will master the roll! Haha.. whatever..
Is this long enough to make you feel less disappointed? Lemme know!!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
yupp..
Last week has been so pumped up with all sorts of emotions. Good and bad. Like i told you, KOH picks on my hair. Right.. and i totally caught her in the act. I followed Sheena to go look for her one day and the first thing that she said to me was, "Sarah~! Your hair ah.." and like there was nothing wrong with it. So i was like, "What? It's all pinned back." and she kinda stuttered after.. haha!! Mom has finally let me back on the ice.. but i have to start my whole skating course again. This time i have two friends that are joining me. So the price is cheaper. That's why she allows. But i feel it's pretty wasteful but well, i rather be on the ice than not at all. It's my life to skate.. well, kinda.
Know what it feels like being rejected? This is the bad thing that happened to me this week. And i'm still a grouch over it. So i was being lame and asked this guy, Matt*, a random question in a very sarcastic manner. And it was sent through a short message (SMS). So you know, you can figure what my tone would be like. We were kinda talking about this girl called Amelia. That she has grown to be really pretty. And well, i ask him, "Do you find me pretty~?" like i was being sarcastic!! dumbfuck. And well, the answer was no. i could feel like my heart slowing down and shattering into many screwed up pieces. The rejection that i felt was something that was hard to overcome. It's like my world was torn apart.. and when we carried on with this topic, i suddenly realise something which was really true.
If it doesn't work out between us, all the 6 years of great friendship will go to waste. 6 GREAT YEARS! Yupp.. a sure waste, it will be.. so i think i'm better off being his good friend than just a memory of a past.
I need a new pair of figure skates. Gonna start classes in march!! can't wait... the inter-school competition will not be long after and hopefully, Vivian and Jess would be skilled up by then. Then we shall join the competition together as a group. I really hope that they'll be friends instead of competition. I'm so sick of having to prove myself to competitors. Showing them that I AM better than them. You see it in the scores.. what else is there i need to prove? HAHAHA!! =P
Wonder how Barak's doing. He's out of the country and it has never been so long since i last chatted with him. I miss the corny jokes and funny stuff. I hope he's alright.. God's with him. Yeah. He should be..
Anyway, i wish ya'll a blessed week ahead.
* His name isnt Matt. duh.
Know what it feels like being rejected? This is the bad thing that happened to me this week. And i'm still a grouch over it. So i was being lame and asked this guy, Matt*, a random question in a very sarcastic manner. And it was sent through a short message (SMS). So you know, you can figure what my tone would be like. We were kinda talking about this girl called Amelia. That she has grown to be really pretty. And well, i ask him, "Do you find me pretty~?" like i was being sarcastic!! dumbfuck. And well, the answer was no. i could feel like my heart slowing down and shattering into many screwed up pieces. The rejection that i felt was something that was hard to overcome. It's like my world was torn apart.. and when we carried on with this topic, i suddenly realise something which was really true.
If it doesn't work out between us, all the 6 years of great friendship will go to waste. 6 GREAT YEARS! Yupp.. a sure waste, it will be.. so i think i'm better off being his good friend than just a memory of a past.
I need a new pair of figure skates. Gonna start classes in march!! can't wait... the inter-school competition will not be long after and hopefully, Vivian and Jess would be skilled up by then. Then we shall join the competition together as a group. I really hope that they'll be friends instead of competition. I'm so sick of having to prove myself to competitors. Showing them that I AM better than them. You see it in the scores.. what else is there i need to prove? HAHAHA!! =P
Wonder how Barak's doing. He's out of the country and it has never been so long since i last chatted with him. I miss the corny jokes and funny stuff. I hope he's alright.. God's with him. Yeah. He should be..
Anyway, i wish ya'll a blessed week ahead.
* His name isnt Matt. duh.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
I WILL SHAVE YOUR HEAD BALD!!!
[ please mind the language, understand that i'm pissed!! ]
I HATE KOH! she's my teacher but i dont feel that she deserves the respect that i once used to give her but calling her "Miss Koh." now, it's KOH!!! like she picks on me. if it aint my socks, it's my hair. if it's not my hair, it may be my attire. what's wrong with my hair?? ALL my fringe is at the back!! cant you understand that i hate using fucking pins? that's so girly! but yeah.. i'm a girl.. one that doesnt use pins!!! what? are you like jealous of our hairstyles? that we can pull it off and you cant? BITCH!!
i've got this friend, right? and KOH goes up to her and asks her why is her fringe, some long and some short.. have you heard of layering?? dumbass.. bitch in front of me once more and i will SHAVE YOU BALD!! not that i could but you'll be on my list of totally-screwed-by-me teachers. and action will be taken on my last day of school.. hahaha!!
i cant believe i actually respected you once.. and now, you're acting like i owe you something.. well, i dont.. check again..
I HATE KOH!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! i'm so evil... >=]
I HATE KOH! she's my teacher but i dont feel that she deserves the respect that i once used to give her but calling her "Miss Koh." now, it's KOH!!! like she picks on me. if it aint my socks, it's my hair. if it's not my hair, it may be my attire. what's wrong with my hair?? ALL my fringe is at the back!! cant you understand that i hate using fucking pins? that's so girly! but yeah.. i'm a girl.. one that doesnt use pins!!! what? are you like jealous of our hairstyles? that we can pull it off and you cant? BITCH!!
i've got this friend, right? and KOH goes up to her and asks her why is her fringe, some long and some short.. have you heard of layering?? dumbass.. bitch in front of me once more and i will SHAVE YOU BALD!! not that i could but you'll be on my list of totally-screwed-by-me teachers. and action will be taken on my last day of school.. hahaha!!
i cant believe i actually respected you once.. and now, you're acting like i owe you something.. well, i dont.. check again..
I HATE KOH!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! i'm so evil... >=]
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
school..
school has started... and well, my class is wayy quiet.. although i think everyone's great, it still needs more action.
JJ's really exhausted from 2 days of school.. he need rest.. well, i wish him God's blessings!!
Wen told me that he's 172cm.. like i believe that? or prpobably he changed.. i hope.
bible study's now on saturday...but i got to go to school for like the whole day!! NOO.. that's sad.
anyway, i wanna watch my show.. see ya.
JJ's really exhausted from 2 days of school.. he need rest.. well, i wish him God's blessings!!
Wen told me that he's 172cm.. like i believe that? or prpobably he changed.. i hope.
bible study's now on saturday...but i got to go to school for like the whole day!! NOO.. that's sad.
anyway, i wanna watch my show.. see ya.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
untitled. cause i really dont know what title i should give.
Yesterday, i gave Ziyang letter with a cd sealed inside which i bought. I thought the cd was pretty good. A christian band, Tree 63, which plays music that are a little heavy. But it's alright. Because Ziyang's taste in music is a bit far off from slow christian songs.
Hannah, von and i went shopping!! but we didn't buy much. Just a couple of nail polishes and von bought herself a really nice bag. Which she obviously loves!! we went to subway for lunch.. but before that, i had met with chork. It was rather awkward for me. It's been like a year since we've seen each other and he had grown really tall. Try 188cm? I felt like a little dwarf.
And that made me realise that when i look down on people, the feeling that the 'dwarfs' feel is really something uncalled for. God told us to love his people not look down on them. Everyone is equal. Why must there be this mocking thing? It's just wrong. Like on the bus, on our way back from shopping, there was this wayy obnoxious guy.. he was like calling the person ,that he was talking to on the phone, an idiot! Can you beat that? And he was like “ Cut that Crap!” emphasising on the Cs.. but we were laughing at him.. haha!
Well, anyway, i wasn't really into the shopping thing. Cause it's not really my thing. But hannah and yvonne were really trying very hard to find something that i would love buying for myself. Like skirts. EWWW!! haha.. i tried the skirt thing already but apparently, i don't dig it. That why now i'm back to my usual jeans, board shorts and shirt thing. If i were to wear a skirt, i would have to find a nice shirt that would go along with it. And the shirt would obviously be like just right or tight fitting. I don't like that. Oh wells.. i did find one nice skirt though. But it was expensive.. so i didn't buy it.... OH! And we took pictures [look below]
At night, after bible study, hannah and i hopped on over to mother's office. On our way, i told her about the fart thing.. not that you guys need to know, but anyway she laughed. Then we talked about Ziyang's long hair.. haha.. that it was getting longer. And that it was getting a bit weird, not for us, but for other people( possibly ).. we were used to it already. And Hannah told me that when she goes for her next haircut at Audrey's, she'll drag Ziyang and Neil. Haha.. it was so funny.. oh wait.. on the train, we saw this guy with an extra finger..it was freaking hannah out! Haha.. so cool!
Keep it real!
it'll remain a memory.
Kids!! =P
our nails are multi coloured. but you cant really see.
this one's blur. sorry. the picture was really tiny. i resized it.
Hannah, von and i went shopping!! but we didn't buy much. Just a couple of nail polishes and von bought herself a really nice bag. Which she obviously loves!! we went to subway for lunch.. but before that, i had met with chork. It was rather awkward for me. It's been like a year since we've seen each other and he had grown really tall. Try 188cm? I felt like a little dwarf.
And that made me realise that when i look down on people, the feeling that the 'dwarfs' feel is really something uncalled for. God told us to love his people not look down on them. Everyone is equal. Why must there be this mocking thing? It's just wrong. Like on the bus, on our way back from shopping, there was this wayy obnoxious guy.. he was like calling the person ,that he was talking to on the phone, an idiot! Can you beat that? And he was like “ Cut that Crap!” emphasising on the Cs.. but we were laughing at him.. haha!
Well, anyway, i wasn't really into the shopping thing. Cause it's not really my thing. But hannah and yvonne were really trying very hard to find something that i would love buying for myself. Like skirts. EWWW!! haha.. i tried the skirt thing already but apparently, i don't dig it. That why now i'm back to my usual jeans, board shorts and shirt thing. If i were to wear a skirt, i would have to find a nice shirt that would go along with it. And the shirt would obviously be like just right or tight fitting. I don't like that. Oh wells.. i did find one nice skirt though. But it was expensive.. so i didn't buy it.... OH! And we took pictures [look below]
At night, after bible study, hannah and i hopped on over to mother's office. On our way, i told her about the fart thing.. not that you guys need to know, but anyway she laughed. Then we talked about Ziyang's long hair.. haha.. that it was getting longer. And that it was getting a bit weird, not for us, but for other people( possibly ).. we were used to it already. And Hannah told me that when she goes for her next haircut at Audrey's, she'll drag Ziyang and Neil. Haha.. it was so funny.. oh wait.. on the train, we saw this guy with an extra finger..it was freaking hannah out! Haha.. so cool!
Keep it real!
it'll remain a memory.
Kids!! =P
our nails are multi coloured. but you cant really see.
this one's blur. sorry. the picture was really tiny. i resized it.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
i really didnt know!
i just visited Ziyang's blog. who knew that he appreciated Hannah and I that much. well, it's pretty touching.
i'm not sure why but it's like when the 3 of us hang, it feels like there's noboby who can break this chain of bonds. something so strong that it can NEVER be ruined. Previously, it was always the ACC Clan. which consisted of Hannah, Neil, Elroy and I. The four of us made the clan and we always hanged out after church. The four of us were tight. until Elroy started skipping church. then James came into the picture. and if Elroy came, it'll be the 5 of us. Tight and all.
soon, James had to go to the army and we were left with 3. again! and James kinda changed over a period of time. All of us could feel it.
and along came Ziyang! well, he joined the 'clan' with some hidden agendas but anyway, he's hanging with us now. and Neil, well, he kinda changed too. i didnt like it. Hannah feels it's awkward and Ziyang thinks he's eccentric. so he doesnt really hang with us no more.
and as you can see... the clan couldnt remain as one the whole time. people were coming in and going out. never stable. and now, Ziyang, Hannah and I. we make a great team! i assure you that this one will remain and never disperse. we will stand united! under one God.. it truly is very genuine. aint nobody will break the bond.
this is why i'm SOOO certain that the chains of bond are solid are durabe!! plus, i think we'll go FARR!!!
and like when i'm with Ziyang, i feel like i can tell him anything. like i do with Hannah. and it's really strange coz even when Elroy was my god-bro(unoffically. duh), i would tell him stuff but still i will keep my distance. like i wouldnt fool around with him. but with Ziyang, i call him many nasty names and i torture him. which is seriously fab. though we arent related ***, i feel that i'm really close to him like i am with my own sister.
Ziyang, ask me about the meaning of the 3 'stars'..
well.. have a great day ahead of you!
i'm not sure why but it's like when the 3 of us hang, it feels like there's noboby who can break this chain of bonds. something so strong that it can NEVER be ruined. Previously, it was always the ACC Clan. which consisted of Hannah, Neil, Elroy and I. The four of us made the clan and we always hanged out after church. The four of us were tight. until Elroy started skipping church. then James came into the picture. and if Elroy came, it'll be the 5 of us. Tight and all.
soon, James had to go to the army and we were left with 3. again! and James kinda changed over a period of time. All of us could feel it.
and along came Ziyang! well, he joined the 'clan' with some hidden agendas but anyway, he's hanging with us now. and Neil, well, he kinda changed too. i didnt like it. Hannah feels it's awkward and Ziyang thinks he's eccentric. so he doesnt really hang with us no more.
and as you can see... the clan couldnt remain as one the whole time. people were coming in and going out. never stable. and now, Ziyang, Hannah and I. we make a great team! i assure you that this one will remain and never disperse. we will stand united! under one God.. it truly is very genuine. aint nobody will break the bond.
this is why i'm SOOO certain that the chains of bond are solid are durabe!! plus, i think we'll go FARR!!!
and like when i'm with Ziyang, i feel like i can tell him anything. like i do with Hannah. and it's really strange coz even when Elroy was my god-bro(unoffically. duh), i would tell him stuff but still i will keep my distance. like i wouldnt fool around with him. but with Ziyang, i call him many nasty names and i torture him. which is seriously fab. though we arent related ***, i feel that i'm really close to him like i am with my own sister.
Ziyang, ask me about the meaning of the 3 'stars'..
well.. have a great day ahead of you!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
some really harsh poems..
all my poems are untitled.
number 1.
You want me to keep peace
Keep the family as one, with ease.
You're making it harder each time i try.
i would rather you be out of my life.
i dont like you.
not one bit.
i wanna be free!!
cant you see?
Being a figure skater isnt stupid.
neither is it dumb.
it's aint useless.
dont insult it unless you're one!
so you yell, scream and shout at me.
i sit at a corner, looking up to thee.
crying in silence,
hoping to be freed.
You make my life so miserable.
thinking about it makes me feel small.
you dont bother about how anyone feels anymore.
i dont think you ever did before.
Why is it that i'm stuck with you?
suffering in silence,
what am i to do?
i only want my dad by my side.
You aint the best mother.
and you dont have to be.
it's just my luck i'm stuck with you.
oh Lord, help me get through.
Push it any further and i will breakdown.
until then, how i feel has not been found.
you dont have the right to judge me,
when you keep wallowing in self-pity.
i pray everyday that it'll be better.
but once you get home,
it's only how you feel that matters.
you make me wanna moan.
i only wanna stick to my dad.
and not you.
i dont need to experience your fury.
i'm good on my own.
i dont wanna live like this anymore.
i wanna resolve this problem once and for all.
help me get over this really quickly.
for it is only you(the Lord) who makes me happy..
number 2..( freakin jealousy against my sister)
Why do you always get to be something i cant?
call me spoiled, like you know who i am.
you've never been called 'fat'.
so what do you know about that?
NOTHING!!
You may seem all perfect and fun.
but trust me, you're not one.
i act like nothing is wrong.
seriously, you're just being conned.
Piss off, yeah?
i dont need you here.
go do your thing far away from me.
i dont want you near.
so you're more highly thought of than me.
and i'm like a little girl, the age of 3.
i'm never voted to lead,
only to do the silly.
An angel in a play?
oh please, like that's a step up.
you are an I/C of the deco team!
now, that's something!!
gee.. whatever.
number 1.
You want me to keep peace
Keep the family as one, with ease.
You're making it harder each time i try.
i would rather you be out of my life.
i dont like you.
not one bit.
i wanna be free!!
cant you see?
Being a figure skater isnt stupid.
neither is it dumb.
it's aint useless.
dont insult it unless you're one!
so you yell, scream and shout at me.
i sit at a corner, looking up to thee.
crying in silence,
hoping to be freed.
You make my life so miserable.
thinking about it makes me feel small.
you dont bother about how anyone feels anymore.
i dont think you ever did before.
Why is it that i'm stuck with you?
suffering in silence,
what am i to do?
i only want my dad by my side.
You aint the best mother.
and you dont have to be.
it's just my luck i'm stuck with you.
oh Lord, help me get through.
Push it any further and i will breakdown.
until then, how i feel has not been found.
you dont have the right to judge me,
when you keep wallowing in self-pity.
i pray everyday that it'll be better.
but once you get home,
it's only how you feel that matters.
you make me wanna moan.
i only wanna stick to my dad.
and not you.
i dont need to experience your fury.
i'm good on my own.
i dont wanna live like this anymore.
i wanna resolve this problem once and for all.
help me get over this really quickly.
for it is only you(the Lord) who makes me happy..
number 2..( freakin jealousy against my sister)
Why do you always get to be something i cant?
call me spoiled, like you know who i am.
you've never been called 'fat'.
so what do you know about that?
NOTHING!!
You may seem all perfect and fun.
but trust me, you're not one.
i act like nothing is wrong.
seriously, you're just being conned.
Piss off, yeah?
i dont need you here.
go do your thing far away from me.
i dont want you near.
so you're more highly thought of than me.
and i'm like a little girl, the age of 3.
i'm never voted to lead,
only to do the silly.
An angel in a play?
oh please, like that's a step up.
you are an I/C of the deco team!
now, that's something!!
gee.. whatever.
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