Oh Lord,
I plead that you hear my cry.
To see what my heart desire.
I cannot handle the situation.
I'm bounded by my own limitations.
There ain't no other reason.
I wanna be in thy presence.
I need you more than ever now.
Even more than i did before.
The truth be told,
i rather skip town or even fall.
It's too much to take!
Worse than some blasting debate.
I would hide or run away,
but you've made me realised that,
that ain't the way.
I look up to the sky,
the sun shining in my eyes,
and i seriously wonder why.
How can someone be so judgmental
against the will of God?
Judging the house of the Lord.
Isn't that a major flaw?
Why didn't i stand up to defend your name?
It's now not mine to gain.
Forever trying to find the answer.
But with her pulling me even lower,
I feel like dirt under the earth,
stuck in a black universe.
Who can I turn to, besides you?
What else can I do?
I want her to disappear from all i can see,
but i know that is not possible.
I need time to be alone.
Away from whatever that's here.
Take me away! Far away!
So i can be close to you all day.
My time ain't up yet,
but i feel that it is.
Why is it so hard to live?
Life is a gift from you.
But i guess it's mine to choose.
Whether to be true or to be screwed.
Loving ain't easy and you know it!
My life is all so cheezy and i'm getting dizzy.
Just to be me, it's all the same.
Flying high, being chained.
How ironic it is.
Sarah, the person always blamed.